February Cherubs | Testing Thread

[Laurabub84]

@Suggerhoney really hope so much this month is the one for you.

 

[Laurabub84]

Well I was going to start testing today on the chance I may have ovulated on peak day but I’ve chickened out this morning. I’m too scared to see bfn’s. It ridiculous as I know it won’t change the outcome but I can’t bring myself to do it. I’m not sure how I’m gonna handle it, I just want to be pregnant again so badly. I keep comparing my chart to my sons and it’s not similar. With his they constantly rose where as this month it continues going up until 5dpo and now seems to be up and down, which is what my non pregnant and chemical charts looked like in the past. Not feeling very hopeful

 

[Saradavies89]

This is all three together xxx

 

[tdog]

This is all three together xxx

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I would say that definitely a you've got positives on all the tests that's what I did especially with frer because I didn't trust them at all I wanted to confirm on others aswell xxx

 

[Saradavies89]

I would say that definitely a you've got positives on all the tests that's what I did especially with frer because I didn't trust them at all I wanted to confirm on others aswell xxx

Still early though I’m due AF in 6 days so let’s see xxx

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Laurabub84
Thanks lovely. Tbh I don’t feel hopeful at all.
I’m not in a good place at the moment. Just feeling very sad and low.
Feel like it’s never going to happen for me. feel like all my eggs are old and just not good enough to get a sticky BFP.
I can understand you not wanting to test.
It’s so so very hard to when you are testing after a loss or losses. That worry of seeing BFN and other losses etc.
It’s so so overwhelming.

@Saradavies89
They look so so good for just 9dpo.
I bet tomorrows will be darker. Good luck.

 

[Sarah Pearce]

Hello ladies I hope you are all OK and I really hope that all the women that have been trying for their rainbow babies really get them soon I keep everything crossed and really pray that @Suggerhoney my love you will end up with your rainbow but I can't say when
Good luck ladies sending thousands of baby dust.

Ladies I have tested today and here are my tests

 

[Suggerhoney]

Congratulations.
Hope I do but don’t feel hopeful at all anymore

 

[Saradavies89]

Hello ladies I hope you are all OK and I really hope that all the women that have been trying for their rainbow babies really get them soon I keep everything crossed and really pray that @Suggerhoney my love you will end up with your rainbow but I can't say when
Good luck ladies sending thousands of baby dust.

Ladies I have tested today and here are my tests

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Congrats how many dpo are you

@Suggerhoney it will happen soon stay positive xxxx

 

[Suggerhoney]

Congrats how many dpo are you

@Suggerhoney it will happen soon stay positive xxxx

its been 12 months hon and nothing to show but 2 chemicals and a miscarriage, and I’m 43 so the chances of it ever happening for me are next to nothing

 

[Newbie87]

@Suggerhoney I’m so sorry for how your feeling. I’ve got no words to make it better. Sending lots of love

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Suggerhoney I’m so sorry for how your feeling. I’ve got no words to make it better. Sending lots of love

Thanks love.
It really is just so shit.
But I guess it’s out of my hands. Only God knows the future.
Just want my rainbow so badly

how are you doing?
How did u do that ttc ticker?

 

[littlewitch]

Saradavies89 and Sarah Pearce--congrats!!!

 

[littlewitch]

Laurabub84--best of luck to you when you do test. I know the feeling of fearing to test. You are not alone. I hope this cycle brings you a happy surprise in spite of your doubts.
Also, thank you for your supportive comments to my posts. Sometimes it is tough to find clarity and hope--thats why I post here.

 

[littlewitch]

Suggerhoney--I will test today and post when I do. I am currently waiting on the mailman to bring me more Easyathome and Wondfo. I think I probably have spent 80-100$ USD on tests this cycle--and that is just stupid. On a positive note, if this turns out to be a chemical--it has been the darkest lines I have seen during one of my chemicals.

If it is a chemical, I am just going to continue to work on improving my overall health and I will likely seek out an acupuncturist/herbalist.

I also understand you feelings of less hope regarding TTC. There was a point during these 11 cycles for me when my desire to be pregnant and failing to be was really causing me stress and misery. Eventually I just prayed to the gods for peace and more balance and slowly, it came to me. I hope you can find some peace about TTC too.

 

[NightFlower]

@littlewitch good luck when you test hope they are darker.

@Suggerhoney sorry you're feeling so down.

 

[Newbie87]

Thanks love.
It really is just so shit.
But I guess it’s out of my hands. Only God knows the future.
Just want my rainbow so badly

how are you doing?
How did u do that ttc ticker?

Still getting lots of period pains so still not convinced my pregnancy will be successful.
Ticker is from tickerfactory.com there’s loads on there to choose from x

 

[Laurabub84]

This is all three together xxx

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your tests are looking fab

@Laurabub84
Thanks lovely. Tbh I don’t feel hopeful at all.
I’m not in a good place at the moment. Just feeling very sad and low.
Feel like it’s never going to happen for me. feel like all my eggs are old and just not good enough to get a sticky BFP.
I can understand you not wanting to test.
It’s so so very hard to when you are testing after a loss or losses. That worry of seeing BFN and other losses etc.
It’s so so overwhelming.
@Saradavies89
They look so so good for just 9dpo.
I bet tomorrows will be darker. Good luck.

Oh hun, I’ve been where you are and it is so hard and so lonely. We are all here to listen and support you. I hope you can get some hope and positivity back once ovulation comes around. Sending so much sticky baby dust to you and all the ladies here

Hello ladies I hope you are all OK and I really hope that all the women that have been trying for their rainbow babies really get them soon I keep everything crossed and really pray that @Suggerhoney my love you will end up with your rainbow but I can't say when
Good luck ladies sending thousands of baby dust.

Ladies I have tested today and here are my tests

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Congratulations

Suggerhoney--I will test today and post when I do. I am currently waiting on the mailman to bring me more Easyathome and Wondfo. I think I probably have spent 80-100$ USD on tests this cycle--and that is just stupid. On a positive note, if this turns out to be a chemical--it has been the darkest lines I have seen during one of my chemicals.

If it is a chemical, I am just going to continue to work on improving my overall health and I will likely seek out an acupuncturist/herbalist.

I also understand you feelings of less hope regarding TTC. There was a point during these 11 cycles for me when my desire to be pregnant and failing to be was really causing me stress and misery. Eventually I just prayed to the gods for peace and more balance and slowly, it came to me. I hope you can find some peace about TTC too.

best of luck for your next test hun

 

[Laurabub84]

I caved and of course bfn. Just praying i really am only 8dpo today and still have time

 

[Pink.Rose]

Congrats on all the positives ladies! I hope more of us will be joining you soon!

I was so tempted to test this morning, but I'm only 6 dpo so probably too soon..

I've been so bad at logging my symptoms this month, but honestly I think it's because it doesn't seem to make a difference. I logged every little thing last month, and had many symptoms that could be considered early pregnancy symptoms, but at the end of the day it was just pms again. So this time I think I'm just going to wait and see and not stress too much over symptom spotting.