wiiwidow
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I also thought about packing my hospital bag
Last night OH said to me "its going to be crowded cos theres 4 of us in the room when you go to hospital" (news to me!) So I asked who, then he said us and our mums. Straightaway I said that we are only allowed 2 birthing partners in the room so how could we choose. Then he told me he didnt know if he could handle it.........me in pain and all that. I was shocked! So now I kind of feel like I have to be as quiet and relaxed as I can to show I am not in pain to make the experience easier for him.
Also, with my first my mum said she couldnt be in the room with me cos it would break her heart to see me in pain.........I don't know if it had anything to do with my age, so I don't know if she would still be the same now. lol. I don't know if I am being selfish with OH mum, I think the world of her, but I just feel like i'd be a bit vulnerable with all that will be happening. x
Yes to the hospital bag...it'll make you feel a bit more relaxed just knowing it's done! And I know I couldn't bear OH packing the bag for me...god knows what I'd end up with!
As for the MIL situation, I don't know what it is...I've read so many posts like yours it amazes me! It's a tough one, but I'd be tempted to remind your OH that although it may be tough for him to watch you in all that pain, it WILL be tougher for you to go through that pain, and you need who YOU need in the room. If he wants his Mum there can he not have them outside and go out for a little support from time to time? A birth partner is there to support you, so it needs to be whoever you feel can provide this best. Hope you get it sorted xx