Ashley8806
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I posted earlier about my doctor not letting me do a VBAC. I feel like the whole time I was there, she just kept bringing up how big I am... I know I'm big, I'm ashamed to say I'm 330 pounds. I don't look that big, but that is how much I weigh. I am healthy in every other way - no high blood pressure, no diabetes, not on any medications - NOTHING. I am in general a healthy, active person, I am just big. They made me feel like I shouldn't have gotten pregnant because I'm fat, and that I don't have options for my birth because I'm fat... I understand risks, don't get me wrong, but they weren't very nice or explaning of it at all... I'm sorry I'm ranting but I don't know where else/who else to rant to... I was big with my DD too, I actually weigh now what I did when I had her, never lost the weight.... I'm just so depressed Maybe I'll try losing weight by eating healthy food (which I feel like I've been doing anyways...).... I don't know....