(((hugs))) so sorry for your loss of Angel.
Many of us on here have to make heart breaking decision, decisions we never thought we would have to make and in a debate we wouldn't have made that choice but when faced with saving our babies from suffering it becomes the only option. Some situations are no win, whatever you do there is not a nice outcome - ours heartbreaking decision was not a termination choice - we had to decide wether to leave our baby on life support knowing he would eventually die or take him off an let him go quickly... to me there was no choice. I would have liked more time with him, I needed more time but I could not let him suffer. ALL of us that have had various different painful choices to make do it with one motivation - the love of our child. You are NOT weak you did the best thing for your baby - which was the hardest thing for you, you are so NOT weak in fact far far from it.
(((hugs)))