Im so moved by your heartbreaking story darling.. i know exactly what you are going through, and although nothing anyone will say will help or ease that pain, i do know that every little comment i have had on here has lifted me, like a tiny network of support, and its amazing.
I do hope that you find peace, and that your beautiful little baby is being looked after by those that wanted her before she was ready.
She's playing with the other angels now, and i hope she meets my little Madison who God took from me on Monday.. She has lots of toys with her, i told her to share them.
Much love and best wishes darling, and please please stay strong for yourself, your family and most importantly your beautiful little Angel xxxxxxxxxxxx