for our rainbow groups catch up Xx

[xoxo4angel]

Stick Laura's LO, stick! If I've learned anything it's these test are not reliable gauges for monitoring progression (one way or another). I've read that often the control line will use up most of the dye before the positive line gets to process it...maybe that's what is happening with yours Sending positive vibes your way

 

[lilesMom]

My phone won't let me post pics
I must try and fix it
Id say Simon changed a setting
My laptop is crap and way too slow
Takes about 30 mins to turn on
Im not getting excited or depressed until scan
I was mildly nauseous atvtimes
Its gone
Lines are holding at faint.
No concrete proof either way so I'm just gonna wait and see

Hope ur ok Angel xxx

Love to all xxx

 

[aaronswoman79]

Hoping all turns out well Laura. It could be shy bean could or chemical so hard to tell. Can u go in for a beta test? When you say faint lines are they still very visible? Hoping for the best outcome for u. Come on shy bean!!

 

[lilesMom]

I'd only be 5 weeks this,weekend
I missed,a,calfrom ny Doc
Tgry r closed now
Must ring back in morn

Love,yo all xxx
Sorry,all typos

 

[lilesMom]

Doc confirmed what I thought
Hcg only at 43,
Doing another beta on Mon just in case
But it's pretty certain.
This bub obvs only needed to touch here.
It's already perfect so it doesn't need anymore.

My thyroid and liver are now fine so..
It could be thyroid antibodies
Or could be a yucky fluke

Hoping to avoid a d and e but will see

Love to all xxx

 

[xoxo4angel]

Laura I pray your bean is sticky and your betas triple this weekend It is interesting how we just know, call it intuition, when something isn't right.

 

[lilesMom]

Thanks,Angel
I'd bet on that not happening though :-D
How u doin xxx

 

[xoxo4angel]

I'm doing alright, thanks. My DH and I are at odds (I figured this would happen)...he doesn't understand why I want another child (given what I've just been through) and I don't understand why he wouldn't want another (seeing how fab Pierce is). I am thankful for the blessings I have been given in life, is it so unreasonable to want just one more? I am afraid he isn't going to budge on this topic *sigh* Makes these last 2 losses that much harder ;(

 

[lilesMom]

Hugs honey xxx
Could u offer a kind of compromise and say,one more try
And if it doesn't happen this time that be it.
I presume he knows u really want to xxx
Hugs
Hope he comes round
We r opposite here.
I'm not ready for,more yet again,after this
Oh,wants to go right away
Ivthink it's back to weightlloss and,Simon cuddles for me.

Hoping,ny body does mc itself this time
Had some peach discharge ( sorry tmi) ans,a bit crampy
So fx.

Love to all.

 

[aaronswoman79]

Laura, I notice that your oh seems more helpful with Simon now. Hows the little guy doing? I know you mentioned that once Simon gets around a little better you wanted to start tying for #2. Hoping that everything turns out for the better for you. I know you are convinced its a a chemical but you never know. That's the scary thing about testing early because so many women have had chemical pregnancies and never even knew it. And us ladies don't have that innocence anymore because of our past and what happened. I am glad that you were able to get an appointment with the doc. Hopefully you will have more answers next week.

 

[aaronswoman79]

Angel, does your dh say why he doesn't want to have anymore children? Is it because he feels 1 child is enough? Or because of the pain you have gone through with the last mc? Unless you have told him that you are willing to take the risk and try for another. I am thinking he is trying to protect you and worried? Maybe that is part of it. I'm just guessing here. How are you feeling hon? How is Pierce? Is he doing anything new/cute?

 

[aaronswoman79]

Not much new here. I asked my dh if he would ever be up to having more children. And he is 100% against having anymore. He says he feels to old to have anymore (he's 40) but like they say its not the age its the mileage and says he feels much older than 40. Also he and I think my body cannot take another pregnancy. Even though all my kids are many years apart, those last 2 pregnancies I had feels like they destroyed my body. Went from a 20 week pregnancy, 2 month break then got pregnant with Sophie. I have never recovered. Left with chronic fatigue, some unknown autoimmune disorder, mood swings. At 35 I am pretty sure I am done (I also feel much older than my age). Sure I would have liked to try for a boy, but to tell you the truth, if I got pregnant again I am betting I would have another girl. Just a hunch. You wouldn't believe how loud my house is with just 3 kids. lol

 

[lilesMom]

Laura, I notice that your oh seems more helpful with Simon now. Hows the little guy doing? I know you mentioned that once Simon gets around a little better you wanted to start tying for #2. Hoping that everything turns out for the better for you. I know you are convinced its a a chemical but you never know. That's the scary thing about testing early because so many women have had chemical pregnancies and never even knew it. And us ladies don't have that innocence anymore because of our past and what happened. I am glad that you were able to get an appointment with the doc. Hopefully you will have more answers next week.

Oh plays with Simon more now.
Still doesn't do much caring
Still does no therapies, medicines, decisions or appointments
He never gets up with him
But getting will kook after him for. Bit if I need him to
I'm a But cranky today.
Up since 6 with mouse.
Feels like lead in my tummy but no bleeding
Wish it would just happen already.

How ye all,keeping xxx

 

[lilesMom]

Just read ur other posts
Hope u feel better hon. Xxx
Hugs xxx.
Love to all.

 

[Storked]

Ladies, I am so sorry for the losses. It isn't fair

Laura, I'd be all up DH's if he didn't do much caretaking. Months ago I was fed up when he was home and I very pointedly told him that I was not a nanny, that he was not a boss and that I didn't get paid for this shit.
He has been a much bigger help since then.

It sucks, that he (my DH) is without work right now...but tomorrow is the start of a busy week of interviews. And this time spent just as a family has been difficult but rewarding. Not that I feel like it was a "blessing" but we have had real time to spend together and that means something.
Sorry that I haven't been on much. I've been trying to be more present for spouse and baby. But I love you all and wish that I could give each of you some miracles.

 

[mommylov]

Going to post properly from my comp in the morning bit I'm thinking of you all

 

[mommylov]

Good Morning girls!

Angel, How are you feeling hun? I can totally understand your feeling of wanting another LO especially post D&C. I think that our DH's sometimes don't get all that comes with loses. I hope that he maybe has a change of heart and that you guys can have one more. Do you really think he wont budge at all? Hope you're healing ok.

Laura, Im still praying for you. Any updates? Are you still seeing peach colored discharge? MASSIVE hugs to you!

Bethany, I can only imagine the stress that you have right now with DH not working. I hope that today he has many offers to choose from and that and even better opportunity presents itself. As for you standing your ground regarding him helping with L, you go girl! I think they need to hear from us what it is we need and expect from them. Keeping those communication lines open is key and you guys seems to do a very good job of that. Keep us posted on what happens with the interviews today!

Jess, I totally could hear children playing and laughing as I read your last post lol. I can see your DH's point on why he doesnt want to have more children. It doesnt help hearing logic though when you want something. I always give my DH an angry look when he does that to me... hate it when he makes sense and can be right! hahah But either way... Im starting to learn what is meant to be will be and if you are meant to have another one, he/she will come. Hope you and your girls are doing well.

Leslie, going to hope over to your journal!

:wave: to anyone I have missed!!!

Happy Monday and hope this week is a good one for everyone!

 

[A1983]

Hi everyone! Angel, I agree with the others in that DH is probably wanting to protect you. If I told my DH I didn't want anymore children he would accept that for about 90% of the rest of our lives together...ie I might get the odd mention. But if DH didn't want another and I did I'd probably have to leave!! Ha ha. So your DH will definitely come round, your pain is still raw for both of you-and being a man and being able to see things beautifully simply he's probably just wanting you to all be a happy family again. Which you will be. Life throws these curve balls but we all get back on track in our own time x

 

[lilesMom]

Bethany fingers crossed for dh New job,soon xxx
Hurray fir family time but not what caused it xxx

Amy how u doin hon xxx
Only had peach once, nada since
Ggggrrr
No update
Bloods done again yest
Results shouldbe tomorrow

Trying not to obsess,bad nothing new
Ehich is why I'm a bit absent xxx

Love yo all xxx

 

[aaronswoman79]

Fx you get good news today Laura!