Future unexplainable second line on IC - Updated Page 9 - Miscarriage

[MissAma]

Thank you hon, hard to explain it's far more clear without sounding much more short of my box of crayons.... I am not entirely detached from reality, I can tell I am reading like I forgot to eat my medication today but after this long and this much heartache, the only time I saw this strong of a line on an IC is right after I had my HGC trigger shot while doing IVF so I am just a bit on the ecstatic side.

 

[lou1979]

well i must say thats looking rather good to me!

 

[sam's mum]

Do you have a macro setting on your camera? They're very out of focus and I can still see a line, so I have no doubt that it's clearer in real life! x

 

[MissAma]

Do you have a macro setting on your camera? They're very out of focus and I can still see a line, so I have no doubt that it's clearer in real life! x

It's a Nokia 95 camera and not that great at all.... really no point in taking more pics now as it's utterly dry and hence more clear But I will take tens of any consequent one!

I'll should probably go lay down for a couple of hours, I am in crappy pain and I need to give myself a "dude, quit it, ain't no thing, if it's going away at least it was there and you may not need IVF, don't you start crying your eyes out if shows up!" speech!

 

[Blondie]

That's looking really good to me

 

[nailartmom]

I deffo see a second pink line there! Stay away !!!! Fingers crossed that this is it for you!!!

 

[Coffee]

Sorry dude- stupid work.. how dare my job come in the way of BnB?! I'm back at my desk now...
Ok, so prob should have said this before, but i do have a medical issue with my eyes and as a result don't have the best eye sight! I can def see a faint line on that last pic though - even with my rubbish vision!! I think you need to pee on a few more sticks anyway?!!

 

[dizzynic]

looks like a BFP to me x

 

[3 girlies]

wow wow wow. i spend 1 bloody day cleaning instead of being online & i miss all the excitement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god you got yourself a
Well done lady. XXXXXXXXXX (by the way i'm willing & very able to take over the role of faint meaningless lines executive producer!!!)
congratulations

 

[dawny690]

omg missama beautiful lines and looks like a to me F'X its a sticky and you dont need ivf xx

 

[Monkeh]

I see a line, and I generally don't on alot of test pics that people post, so it really must be there!

congrats

 

[MissAma]

Thank you so much ladies... please don't congratulate me yet, I am feeling like I'm walking through an alternative reality. -Maybe I finally lost the plot and am imagining it all while some docs in white coats stare at me and discuss upping my Prozac -

I slept! I napped! FFS! In the middle of the bloody day. And I have lashed at DH twice and then thought he was lovely in the spam of 3 minutes. Scary stuff.

On AF watch like never before and I'm crampy and TMI but I feel..... WET! all the time but it's just CM for now. -Never had CM with AF one day late so far... CD29 but not sure what DPO when cycles are 27-28 usually-

We've discussed going to see my doc who would give me a Beta but I am not courageous enough for that.... I'd rather wait and see.

Coffee - you know I will POAS more! All the bloody time! I'm calling you tomorrow to pester you Thank you so much for being here for me today no matter what happens dude, you are the best!

Monkeh! I remember you unpregnant and trying and look at you 3rd Tri! Way to go!!!

2girls - not so fast! I am not even close to out of the woods.

This is not a BFP announcement ladies, just a tentative-maybe-perhaps-who-knows-gee-do-miracles-happen-pssst-whispery kinda possible sign

 

[NickyT75]

this is looking really good! Im keeping everything crossed for you hun!

What CD are you on? when is AF due?

hope she doesn't arrive for another 9 months xx

 

[Monkeh]

Monkeh! I remember you unpregnant and trying and look at you 3rd Tri! Way to go!!!

Thanks hun!

I was really mega crampy before I got my I was certain AF was on her way. My cycles were all over the place so I wasn't sure when she was due. I also kept rushing to the loo cause I felt like she was here, but, same as you, it was just loads of cm (which gets worse, btw!! )

I can understand you being tentative at the moment, but everything's looking good Hope this is definitely it for you (I think it is)

 

[Coffee]

OMG you're back at last! I mean you were "pulling a sickie" not really sick!!! I've got no work done now refreshing this page every 2 mins looking for you!
Ooohhh wet pants! wet pants! wet pants!! Come and join the wet pant club! wooooo hoooo!!!
Sorry... thats not helpful... i know its too scary to even dream hun... So.... you got any more sensitive test sticks hidden or what then??!

 

[MissAma]

this is looking really good! Im keeping everything crossed for you hun!

What CD are you on? when is AF due?

hope she doesn't arrive for another 9 months xx

AF was possibly due at a maximum yesterday but I presumed it's late because of the diet -which btw worries me- so I'm essentially CD29 of a 27/27 long cycle but do not know which DPO as we were doing the "you're kidding me, right?!? try for what?!?!" this month

I can understand you being tentative at the moment, but everything's looking good Hope this is definitely it for you (I think it is)

You're just too sweet! I can't wait to see your little Monkeh!

 

[3 girlies]

im stalking you for the next 9 months so i dont miss out on anything, god damn cleaning!!!!! looking forward to your updates!

 

[MissAma]

So.... you got any more sensitive test sticks hidden or what then??!

Nope, I think the ICs are not too bad sensitivity wise.... I'll do one more if I manage to keep my wee till very very late tonight and then I'm banking on tomorrow 2nd urine. For one thing it will be 24 hours from today and for another thing it seems the wee is stronger then. Since I've started this Cambridge thing I've been drinking gallons and I never last more than an hour and a half between visits, not even during the night.

Scared doesn't even cover it. I feel a fool for letting myself hope but then again with that clear of a bloody line after that many faint ones and no AF what do you do? Ignore it all and still end up in the loony bin for doing so? I'd rather I make a complete fool of myself in front of you girls who will understand

I know it sounds bizarre but I am quite pleased with the MINI BFPs even if nothing goes forward. I'll be crying my lashes out but I'll feel dang good about making it this far.

 

[Coffee]

You've got to allow yourself a bit of hope hun, its the only thing that keeps you sane in this stupid journey.
You'll have to try some serious bladder control tonight then! I want no fluids after 10pm and no peeing after 3am ok?! You just hold it in and give yourself a UTI if necessary!!!
God i'm going to be thinking about you all night! can't wait to go home and tell DH now!!!

 

[MissAma]

You've got to allow yourself a bit of hope hun, its the only thing that keeps you sane in this stupid journey.
You'll have to try some serious bladder control tonight then! I want no fluids after 10pm and no peeing after 3am ok?! You just hold it in and give yourself a UTI if necessary!!!
God i'm going to be thinking about you all night! can't wait to go home and tell DH now!!!

Speaking of DHs... this was my mister's first question "so what did Coffee (insert real name) say?!?" Guess what he's doing now... napping. Of course! Geez! Moments before he fell asleep like a he asked
"If this holds are we off the cambridge?"
"What WE?!?! Where's your line?!?"
"Give me a CB and I'll make one! Boys need chips too you know!"