But Megg, if it's a bfp you would get a baby without all of the treatment. That would be great!!! Right???? I'm sure you would worry, but it really could happen. If you are bfp, then where do you go? You're already under their care, will they follow you to a certain point? If you got a bfp now you would pretty much know that you wouldn't be doing treatments, wouldn't that help for every day planning? Are you afraid to get a bfp? Do you feel pg? Your chart does look really good. I can't make you test, and I do agree that it's early. I even understand what you are saying, a bfn at 14dpo is like law. You would know that bfn would mean just that. But at the same time, a bfp at 11 or 12 dpo means just that too. You have to do what's right for you. I would go crazy though. I would feel like I was waiting every day for the day to go by so I would be closer to 14dpo. I would have a hard time doing anything at all.
Nite, ME
Yes! A baby without the treatment would be spectacular! No doubt! If I get a natural BFP, I will no longer be under the fertility clinic's care. I would go straight to my OB/GYN. But, I need a BFP in order to make that transition.
I can't say I "feel pregnant"... but I didn't "feel pregnant" through the 10 weeks with Ixxy. So, I don't think that actually has any bearing on things. And, even if I had moments where I did "feel pregnant" with Ixxy... It certainly wasn't at 11dpo. In fact, I was still sure the cycle had failed right up to and including the day of my positive beta of 95.
Am I scared of getting a BFP? No more than normal. LOL I'm always scared of it to some extent, because they always seem to end in heartache. So, in that sense, yes! But, I'd be just as scared if I got a BFP through treatment. It'll never go away after my losses.
I'm pretty well keeping my mind occupied most of the time I'm awake, and its not really stressing me out for the most part. I mean, yes... I have moments where I really want to know now. But, the bigger part of me wants to see what happens first. I really don't feel like I'm waiting through each day just to get to 14dpo. It doesn't feel much different than any other time, tbh. Its not making me any crazier than I am under the best of circumstances! LOL
If I had to make a bet... I'd say I'm not pregnant. Of course, I said that with my ICSI cycle too. So, I wouldn't put too much stock in it. But, that would be my bet... if I was a betting woman! That's why I find it so disappointing every time I go to the loo and find that there's still no sign at all of AF.
that test last nite musta been dodgy.HOWEVER..........IRL i can see pink line on this and its in right place
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I think I might see it... not sure! But, I trust you! If you say it is, I believe you 100%!