Hi ladies,
Just caught up on the last month. Congrats to Northern and Amythyst on your new darlings, and thanks to Oneway for sticking around to encourage us.
It sounds like many of us are nearing the finish line, with quite a variety of experiences.
My numbers make me feel stupid...and i hate it. I have really struggled because I've heard so many stories of women finding things that worked well for them and my food window is so small in comparison, yet I still tried to duplicate their experiences. Bad idea. I was diagnosed near 30 weeks and put on glyburide at 34 weeks. It seems if I go beyond eating only low carb breads, yogurts and dairy, meat and vegetables I skyrocket. My morning fasts tend to be near 100 rather than 85, which I attribute to poor sleeping (yesterday I had to get more sleep, so I was in bed after dinner and slept from about 9-11 pm, and again from 2-6am, so when do I test? Today it was when I got out of bed at 7), be fine in midday and get miserable after dinner so I've had to get more and more strict. When I'm tired I tend to be more hungry, so I've been miserable and surrounded by folks wanting to celebrate the baby with treats. My cholesterol has nearly doubled since last year, so I have to have that checked 6 months after baby to see if it calms down again.
I miss fruit. I miss all forms of carbs and crave things I don't normally enjoy, like brownies. I miss my ankles, which went missing this week.
Mostly I'm just freaking out over being 10 days out from due date and still feeling clueless and out of control. Baby is not dancing so much today so I am going to lay down on my office floor for a bit and see if I can right myself.
Please share your good news!