MajaMN
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Hello girls
My name is Maja,i am 26 years old and i am expecting my first baby
My due date is 07.09.2014 i and i am so scared
I was suffering from panic attacks,and anxiety,so i guess that is why i am so scared
I had a bad thoughts,i dont have fear of pain,i know that it hurts,my fear is so emberassing,i have fears that i will die during labor,me and my baby,that i wont be able to see her growing,that i will leave my husband that i love so much,mommy daddy sister brother,and they will have bad life
All this is because the BIG wish of having baby,i couldnt believe that something so perfect can happend to me and my family,they are all waitng for my baby but i think that i will not make it
I read so much bad stories,i cant help myself,two weeks ago a women died because epidural
Please if anyone has the same fear,or now how to help tell me
i am 37 week pregnant ,sorry for this girls but i am really scared i really want my baby girl and everything to be fine
i know that milions of woman are having babies every minute but i cant help myself