Mummy1995
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Hello everyone,
Not sure where this should go really..
But I'm 16, and new to here.
I've only been with my bf 2 months, but this month i really thought i was pregnant. We both got our hopes up, but me especially. On Sun I 'came on' except I don't know if it is.. It's so much lighter than normal and no cramps other than a very intense stabbing pain in stomach and back for about 5 mins on Saturday night, which has never happened to that extent :S So I thought that maybe it could be implantation bleeding, although im due today. I'm on the pill, but I managed to miss 5 this month..
But basically we decided I should do a hpt to make sure.. and well it came back neg, and even though Im 16, and some would say im too young, I felt so happy thinking I could be, to then get a neg has completely crumbled me.. I burst into tears when I saw the result. My bf said hes 'relieved but upset' he knows im upset, but I don't think he realises how upset I am..
Sorry it's such a rant, i just dont know why i feel like this, when we weren't even trying, i have always wanted a baby, but never as much as i do now, and to think it was in my graps and then to have that chance taken away from me has literally left me heartbroken..
Also ive only taken 1 test, so shall i wait a few days if the bleeding doesnt get heavier/carry on and do another one to be sure? dont want my hopes to go up again...
Sorry for the long post!
Love to all, hope you are all strong and healthy! x
Not sure where this should go really..
But I'm 16, and new to here.
I've only been with my bf 2 months, but this month i really thought i was pregnant. We both got our hopes up, but me especially. On Sun I 'came on' except I don't know if it is.. It's so much lighter than normal and no cramps other than a very intense stabbing pain in stomach and back for about 5 mins on Saturday night, which has never happened to that extent :S So I thought that maybe it could be implantation bleeding, although im due today. I'm on the pill, but I managed to miss 5 this month..
But basically we decided I should do a hpt to make sure.. and well it came back neg, and even though Im 16, and some would say im too young, I felt so happy thinking I could be, to then get a neg has completely crumbled me.. I burst into tears when I saw the result. My bf said hes 'relieved but upset' he knows im upset, but I don't think he realises how upset I am..
Sorry it's such a rant, i just dont know why i feel like this, when we weren't even trying, i have always wanted a baby, but never as much as i do now, and to think it was in my graps and then to have that chance taken away from me has literally left me heartbroken..
Also ive only taken 1 test, so shall i wait a few days if the bleeding doesnt get heavier/carry on and do another one to be sure? dont want my hopes to go up again...
Sorry for the long post!
Love to all, hope you are all strong and healthy! x