I'm absoloutely heartbroken for you, I've been checking up on you for 11 weeks or whatever it's been now since I first replied to your original thread and I had so much hope for both of your girls. I'm so glad you got to spend that time with Imogen, and also that you got to 24weeks so that you knew you'd done everything you could have. Your strength has been unbelievable, fighting the doctors and their pessimism all that time, you're a wonderful mother and your girls are so so lucky to have you, even if they're not here physically with you.
I do hope you have more 'success' in the future (if that's the right way to word it?) if you choose to have more children.
I wish I could hug you!