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We weren't ttc when I fell pregnant because I didn't want to go thru GD. I went to my ultrasound las Friday and was told baby #4 was a boy. I didn't react much just smiled, I guess I was in shock because once I got home I couldn't stop crying.
The next day I went to the store to buy some baby boy outfits and OH grabbed a pink baby grow and said how he was so sure we would be picking out pink this time that he couldn't even believe. I wanted to run out the store so bad because I could feel tears wanting to fall out.
I really do love my baby and I can't wait to see him but it breaks my heart that I dont have a girl. Everyone in my family has at least one girl or all girls. Everything was pointing to girl and it sort of convinced me it was girl eventhough when people would ask me I would say boy, I guess as people have mentioned it was a defense mechanism.
I really doubt we will be trying for a fifth. I just want January to get here so I can cuddle my newborn and get past all this GD.![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
The next day I went to the store to buy some baby boy outfits and OH grabbed a pink baby grow and said how he was so sure we would be picking out pink this time that he couldn't even believe. I wanted to run out the store so bad because I could feel tears wanting to fall out.
I really do love my baby and I can't wait to see him but it breaks my heart that I dont have a girl. Everyone in my family has at least one girl or all girls. Everything was pointing to girl and it sort of convinced me it was girl eventhough when people would ask me I would say boy, I guess as people have mentioned it was a defense mechanism.
I really doubt we will be trying for a fifth. I just want January to get here so I can cuddle my newborn and get past all this GD.
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)