Having to let it all out- sorry!

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i have come to the conclusion that i think i may have ovulated a week later than i would usually have done. The week after i should have ovulated for my usual 35 day cycle i had cramping lots of CM and headaches i kept think that AF was arriving early!Af was due last monday and no sign, last week i didnt have many symptoms except for aching, i was experiencing a lot of irritability and grouchy took a test every day last week and today and all were negative. Today ( day 43) i had some slight spotting I think AF is on the way. This has left me a tad confused as my cycle has never been anymore than 37 days not sure why ( if i had) ovulated a week late?i am not stressed i have been a tad worried lately as my son is starting nursery this week but i have been a lot more anxious in the past!I doubt the spotting is implantation bleeding as we only on the week i was expecting to ovulate and once last week. I just wish the would hurry up and get here properly rather than taunting me its driving me mad esp as i been Poas like mad for 7 days with a load of !sorry for the long post i felt i needed to let of some steam!I wish all you ladies the biggest of wishes for your BFP baby dust to you all and hopefully next month will be more hopeful for us (though my cycle is now out of wack )