It's difficult. Sometimes people go along with things for various reasons, then they realize they are not ready. It is a heartbreak for you, especially when you were geared up for it. Some men can be very clumsy when it comes to saying how they feel, and the condoms were like a visual and rude way of saying how he felt. The thing is if you have a new TTC time, and he does keep to it, and you can go along with it, then all we be fine. It may be hard to compromise, but in the end we have to compromise if a relationship is going to go ahead. Concentrate all your energies on your beautiful 6 month baby, and time will fly. And I know its hard when things don't go the way we wanted them, especially if we had no reason to think otherwise. Just get your husband to keep the communication flowing (so easy for this to stop), I am sure you will be TTC very soon. xxxx