Help me find hope!

[JamBaLam]

So on Friday I ran out of my FRER and had to switch over to a store brand. on Saturday that store brand had a hint of a positive so I broke down and used one of the 'saved' ClearBlue with Weeks Estimator hoping it might clear up the question for me, I was VERY dehydrated and had held it for about 4 hours. It came up as Pregnant 1-2 weeks. I freaked out ran to the store and bought FRER and another 3 box of clearblue digi. The FRER have all been positive but varying stages of darker and lighter. The CBD was positive again 'pregnant 1-2 weeks' I freaked out and called my best friend. My husband and I have been trying for about 2 years with IVF IUI surgeries and what not. It was an amazing high. Well Sunday morning, for grins and pictures I took another digital, Neg, Through out the day and today I have taken digitals and they all come back negative though I am not dehydrated anymore. I did start spotting. If I didn't have this 'neg' test issue I would say implantation because it is dark, stringy, very light and sporatic. But now I am FREAKING out. Todays FRER is very light but still positive. The digitals are still negative and I want to crawl in a hole. Can someone, anyone offer me some support and give me an example of a good outcome here. spotting with lighter tests tells me that perhaps it has been a chemical loss. I can't get anyone at my Drs office to call me back. they let everything go to the 'nurse' voicemail and take FOREVER to call back. Its very frustrating.

 

[Rei]

I am currently going through something similiar. I got strong bfp Monday after light spotting on saturday. Now I'm getting light positives amd I even got one negative. Ibstarted bleeding almot like a very light period. My mother in law who is a nurse told me that she thinks what might be happening is that because there isn't that much Hcg the lining of the uterus is still shedding a little bit...she told me that I still probably am pregnant and to stop taking tests til Sunday because I'm just gonna freak myself out.
Also i have been told that the darkness of lines doesn't matter. Each test even of its the same brand is a little but different and that they are not designed to tell how much hcg is in your urine. Also i have read on numerous occasions that digital tests aren't as sensitive as the regular tests with the lines and you are far more likely to get a false negative with them. A frer can pick up 25 while a clear blue digital can only pick up 50. I think the ones telling you the week estimation are designed to be more sensitive though. Only time will tell though. I hope everything works out and that your bfp sticks! Fingers are crossed

 

[Penguin20]

Hope your both ok and hope everything works out for you both

 

[xxmyheartxx]

I have everything crossed for you both xxx