Here is a place to VENT! No negative comments please.
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I can see you starting to form (and I'm not the only one who sees it!) ... COME ON!!!!!
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My ttc journal is in my sig hun but I put this thread up hoping to get more opinions https://www.babyandbump.com/pregnancy-tests/399458-11-dpo-bfn-but.html x
Hi, I heard about this thread in another thread so I thought I would pop in. I tend to mostly vent at OH lately and as much as he really tries to understand he just doesn't REALLY get it. I am a woman of 37 with no kids yet, just 2 MC's in 8 months. He already has an older kid with some woman he never even loved. 
A good friend of mine is pregnant again. I can't bear to go and see her. I was out on Friday at the beach, and after seeing 4 pregnant bumps, became so depressed I had to go home early. I can't bear to watch ads, tv shows with pregnancy/babies in. OH does not get this.
When I hear on the news about people killing, torturing and abusing children and babies, I wonder how come they got to have children when that's what they did with them? How come alcoholics, druggies and completely awful people get to have kids only to hurt them. I have spent my whole life working with and looking after other people's kids as a teacher. When will I actually get to have even ONE child of my own?
Long term TTC, and miscarriage are both different kinds of infertility, but its such a hidden thing, people don't want you to talk about it. They don't want to hear it.
To the girl who said (sorry read a few pages back) her friend had a go and said 'when your baby is waking you up all night...' she is obviously one of the majority of women who gets preg easy and carries to term first try, she can't even imagine or find any empathy, sorry you had to have that said to you ......people keep saying to me 'oohh make the most of having a quiet life now...' I would give anything to be woken up at night by a baby! I am so scared it will never happen for me. If I miscarry again I don't know what I will do, I suppose at least I will be entitled to see a specialist.
Wow I didn't know it would be such a long vent.....sorry girls.....sometimes we keep all this stuff in to appear strong to the world, I am fed up with having to do that. There I better stop. Glowing Jo, I do that too, but I guess I will post this one.
A good friend of mine is pregnant again. I can't bear to go and see her. I was out on Friday at the beach, and after seeing 4 pregnant bumps, became so depressed I had to go home early. I can't bear to watch ads, tv shows with pregnancy/babies in. OH does not get this.
When I hear on the news about people killing, torturing and abusing children and babies, I wonder how come they got to have children when that's what they did with them? How come alcoholics, druggies and completely awful people get to have kids only to hurt them. I have spent my whole life working with and looking after other people's kids as a teacher. When will I actually get to have even ONE child of my own?
Long term TTC, and miscarriage are both different kinds of infertility, but its such a hidden thing, people don't want you to talk about it. They don't want to hear it.
To the girl who said (sorry read a few pages back) her friend had a go and said 'when your baby is waking you up all night...' she is obviously one of the majority of women who gets preg easy and carries to term first try, she can't even imagine or find any empathy, sorry you had to have that said to you ......people keep saying to me 'oohh make the most of having a quiet life now...' I would give anything to be woken up at night by a baby! I am so scared it will never happen for me. If I miscarry again I don't know what I will do, I suppose at least I will be entitled to see a specialist.
Wow I didn't know it would be such a long vent.....sorry girls.....sometimes we keep all this stuff in to appear strong to the world, I am fed up with having to do that. There I better stop. Glowing Jo, I do that too, but I guess I will post this one.
Sorry Lisa, I read a few pages, but when you are writing you can only look at the page you are on, .....congrats by the way..and thankyou.
Sequeena, thanks, I am hoping you will get your BFP really soon.
I love this site as the girls are all so positive despite what they have to go through, but sometimes a girl needs to have a good old vent too, and it probably won't be the last..
Sequeena, thanks, I am hoping you will get your BFP really soon.
I love this site as the girls are all so positive despite what they have to go through, but sometimes a girl needs to have a good old vent too, and it probably won't be the last..
sequeena
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ugggghhhhh!!! I am minutes away from 12 dpo and did another test (naughty naughty me). It's a very clear negative, there seemed to be the start of a line on my test from this afternoon but this has nothing at all 
https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy267/sequeena1/016-10.jpg?t=1282690483
https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy267/sequeena1/016-10.jpg?t=1282690483
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Keep going sequenna and don't lose hope.
To lucy, I am a teacher too and really feel your pain. It's tough but you are a strong woman and I believe in you.
To Lisa CONGRATS and I am so jealous. Congrats though, I know you been trying for so long. Now you can tell your boss that you and his wife is preggers.
To lucy, I am a teacher too and really feel your pain. It's tough but you are a strong woman and I believe in you.
To Lisa CONGRATS and I am so jealous. Congrats though, I know you been trying for so long. Now you can tell your boss that you and his wife is preggers.
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Lol sequeena you are so naughty! Maybe it is still too early?
I really really hope so... When I did this last test my urine was more dilute too so I still have some hope!
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Stop stressing yourself over the tests. I know it is hard but you have to do it to keep yourself sane.
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Just was told today that I have PCOS
I am so sorry! Don't give up hope, my friend is pregnant with her second and she too has PCOS. She conceived naturally
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It's OK and don't lose hope hun. You can do it. I see loads of people on here who has pcos and are preggers right now so don't lose hope.
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head is killing me too.
Is spotting on the day of O a bad sign? Just a quick question.
Is spotting on the day of O a bad sign? Just a quick question.
