10dpo today.. on hols and poas just to make sure... got bfn yesterday adn thought out for sure this cycle but.... shock of all shocks today bfp on first response test.. very light so i'm killing myself to wait for a clearblue digi.. but only got one and on hols so difficult adn expensive to get another here so waiting till tomorrow....its a very very very cautious bfp announcement for me today... and i'm terrified after 3mc and losing twins with mc #3 recently....fingers firmly crossed... will test again tomorrow...but 
and lots of 
with happiness and shock for ... please god let this one stick........
