That's ridiculouos, Merv's Mum, I can't beleive they would write that!
I don't know if I've said this before on here or not, but I was told "baby is in distress, I think it's time we do a c-section". Of course I said "do whatever you have to". Now I have my notes and it is underlined : NO FETAL DISTRESS. prior to that they gave me Synto, and noted:
Plan;
1 Syntocinon
2 Continuous Fetal Heart Monitoring
3 Inform Mr F (Surgeon)
For trial of 1 hour w synto, then re-examine if not significant progress for C/S. This was at 2:30, 3:30 came and funnily enough, no significant progress, so plan made to section. Didn't go into theater till 4:15 (that's how much of an emergency it all was, then), handily enough, "delivered" at 4:47pm, just in time for 5pm - I guess he got home for tea and Shortland Street (Kiwi soap). F***ers.
I'm not bitter, yeah right.
All through my notes there are anomalies, at one point I'm noted as 9cm w anterior lip, when I distinctly remember getting the urge to push, but further on I'm noted as only progressing to 7. DD turned posterior right on the midwife changeover and the midwife offered me pethidine, said "it might relax you enough to let baby come down". Despite intending to avoid the stuff like the plague, I accepted - it put me to sleep and stopped labour altogether. In the notes is says "requesting further pain relief" and "relaxed between contractions" Relaxed? I was sleeping for about half an hour at least!! DH confirms this. Then another midwife came on duty and it's noted "Nicola a little frustrated that contractions have slowed down" - my notes are testament to the whole disturbed labour causing interruption in hormonal flow, really - every time another midwife left and I got a new one, something went wrong with my labour. There's a whole page missing then, so who knows what rubbish they wrote, it jumps to the "plan" above.
Anyway, that's my rant for today over - I wish I'd got the notes sooner, I've spent 8 years thinking I was just crap and my body failed me, ah well, that journey has brought me to where I am now, so it's good in that respect.
I can't help feeling though that had I been better educated in Natural birth, my DD would have got the birth she deserved and a happier, calmer Mum as a result. I thought I'd read loads as well, but they were all pretty standard texts, I realise now. I did want to avoid pain relief but I had not thought of ending up in hospital (she was meant to be born in a birth centre with only G&A available, but my waters broke early so was advised to go to hospital as it was 3 hours away, in case labour didn't start and I'd need induced to avoid infection), so I hadn't written a birth plan and it all got really out of hand, as you can see. My own midwife left the practise when I had only a few weeks left to go as well, so I really was all at sea. The funny thing is as well, the other Midwife who was on call that day was an older lady who I'd been warned was pretty pro-intervention and loved a bit of Pethidine, so I think I agreed to trot off down to hospital to avoid her! How's that for Irony!
Hope you are all well, today ladies, sorry for the rant - once I start, I can't stop, DH is sick of listening to me...