Whether that's the scan or birth?
I have been pretty calm this last month, accepted what will be will be, I have no control, even growing to the idea of a second boy. The month had flown by.
But now I am in the final countdown (Friday) I can not stop thinking about it, this week is dragging so much I just can't imagine Friday ever getting here!!!!!
I am excited, I am nervous. As of Friday there is no more what if, I will hear our fate and will have to deal either way.it feels so strange, I don't think I ever felt like this when we find out out first time.
I have been pretty calm this last month, accepted what will be will be, I have no control, even growing to the idea of a second boy. The month had flown by.
But now I am in the final countdown (Friday) I can not stop thinking about it, this week is dragging so much I just can't imagine Friday ever getting here!!!!!
I am excited, I am nervous. As of Friday there is no more what if, I will hear our fate and will have to deal either way.it feels so strange, I don't think I ever felt like this when we find out out first time.