hey girls, i'm new in the wtt boards, it took ages for me to recover from the two losses we had over the past 3 years in order to dare facing another pregnancy...
...i've been broody ever since my first pregnancy which ended in a m/c, it was hard but manageable. the second loss was beyond devastating, and dealing with depression left me no chance or strength to deal with the baby fever... but now that i've healed and the pregnancy doesn't feel as scary, the broodiness is ramping up and driving me insane.
i feel like my body has been ticking each missed cycle off and telling, screaming, yelling: you are wasting time, another egg is wasted, and so on. times around ovulation and right before my period are the hardest.
i feel emotional and almost physical pain from longing for a baby in my womb and in my arms.
of course i talked about it with my oh and he's warming up to the idea more and more i must say, but i'm afraid of telling him how much this is driving me insane as i don't wanna scare him off.
any suggestions on how to deal with this???? i just want the 2014 to bring us our forever baby!!
...i've been broody ever since my first pregnancy which ended in a m/c, it was hard but manageable. the second loss was beyond devastating, and dealing with depression left me no chance or strength to deal with the baby fever... but now that i've healed and the pregnancy doesn't feel as scary, the broodiness is ramping up and driving me insane.
i feel like my body has been ticking each missed cycle off and telling, screaming, yelling: you are wasting time, another egg is wasted, and so on. times around ovulation and right before my period are the hardest.
i feel emotional and almost physical pain from longing for a baby in my womb and in my arms.
of course i talked about it with my oh and he's warming up to the idea more and more i must say, but i'm afraid of telling him how much this is driving me insane as i don't wanna scare him off.
any suggestions on how to deal with this???? i just want the 2014 to bring us our forever baby!!