Hello all-
Yesterday I was 9 weeks, I think my baby was gone at 8 weeks, we couldn't know because the doctor couldn't see a sac yesterday, I had a transvaginal US and he said that he is sorry for my loss gave me some medication and asked to see me in ten days hoping that I won't need dnc. I left devastated with my husband it was just a confirmation , I have been bleeding mildly for a week and knew it was going to end this way and of course nothing would prevent it, I took progesterone just in case anyways, I started taking the pills yesterday my pain started today at 2 pm, and I have never felt this pain in my life I was home alone, I doubled, screamed and sat on the bathroom floor, I am used to heavy periods but this can't be explained , I kept crying and praying that it ends quickly at 3 I called my husband begged him to come home, I started puking and then something pushed out in my pad and panties and then everything stopped I couldn't get up I stayed on the floor I was battered scared and feeling very cold, my husband came and helped me up hugged me so hard, helped me shower with warm water brought me fresh clothes. I am still in pain but much much better than what happened earlier, I thank God that I was alone, I would have felt very ashamed if anyone saw me this way. I miss my baby, I know it is in heaven now, I feel very sad and am so down, my husband is supporting me that was my first pregnancy, I never thought I would get pregnant naturally. I thank God and I am hoping for another healthy pregnancy. Sorry for making this too long, I was just desperate to take it off my chest. I am sorry for all your loses and wishing you good luck on your next tries.
Take care all