I’m so scared I can’t even relax :(

[xCookieDoughx]

I got a BFP this morning at 9DPO. Part of me is really happy but a bigger part of me is absolutely terrified! I know it’s really early but I’m scared to temp any more in case I get a big dip. I’m scared to test again incase the tests get lighter. I’m scared to go to the loo incase I’m bleeding.

But more importantly I’m scared not to do those things as I need to know what’s going on! If I test tomorrow and it’s lighter I’m going to freak out! I hate this early stage

 

[wantingagirl]

Oh my goodness Hun, super congrats! You must be terrified you know where I am my darling xx

 

[loves_cookies]

Congratulations lovely! I've been thinking about you.

I don't know what to suggest as I'm putting off testing for all the reasons you've just mentioned! My AF was due yesterday, we weren't actively trying this cycle, but we didn't prevent either.

 

[xCookieDoughx]

Congratulations lovely! I've been thinking about you.

I don't know what to suggest as I'm putting off testing for all the reasons you've just mentioned! My AF was due yesterday, we weren't actively trying this cycle, but we didn't prevent either.

Bless you Hun sending sticky baby dust your way xx

 

[red_head]

Congratulations. I feel exactly the same as you - I can’t sleep as I’m afraid when I wake up it’ll be over, don’t want to go to the loo and panicking over everything. It’s torture, but hopefully it’ll be worth it. I don’t think there is anything that will make it easier. I wish there was something proactive to do to ensure a sticky bean! Good luck x

 

[xCookieDoughx]

I think my worries might be justified started bleeding very lightly

 

[loves_cookies]

I think my worries might be justified started bleeding very lightly

Sorry to read this, hoping itcs just some implantation bleeding. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

 

[red_head]

Oh no I’m having some very very light brown blood in my discharge - is yours brown or red? Hopefully it’s just implantation or something normal. I’m sorry

 

[xCookieDoughx]

I think my worries might be justified started bleeding very lightly

Sorry to read this, hoping itcs just some implantation bleeding. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Thanks Hun, I’m clinging to the hope it’s just implantation bleeding. It’s only a very very small amount of pinky blood, and a little browny CM. I’m really hoping it’s just implantation. However I’m going to take another test tomorrow and if it’s lighter then I’ll know x

 

[Nuthatch]

fingers crissed this is a sticky bean. Everytime i walk into the bathroom, i silently plead for there to be no blood. It is nerve wracking.

 

[xCookieDoughx]

It’s stopped for now, however I’m still testing tomorrow and heading to the doctors if the line isn’t any lighter. Then I’m going to spend the rest of tomorrow and the weekend sitting with my legs up. I know it won’t xhange anything that might be happening however I’m willing to try anything to keep my baby safe in there x

 

[xCookieDoughx]

So no more spotting! I took another test this morning and I think I see a little progression, although not much. However this early I’m not sure what I expected to see progression wise.

 

[wantingagirl]

Oh no Hun, I had implantation on and off til 5-6 and I never believed in it til now fingers crossed Hun xx

 

[wantingagirl]

So no more spotting! I took another test this morning and I think I see a little progression, although not much. However this early I’m not sure what I expected to see progression wise.

Definite progression Hunni

 

[xCookieDoughx]

Thanks, but I’ve just started bleeding a little red blood, so I think I’m heading down the chemical pregnancy Road should never have gotten my hopes up. Just gotta let this run it’s course and try again next month x

 

[xCookieDoughx]

I’m sort of in Limbo land at the moment tests progressing well and no more spotting as of right now, but I know it could start again at any time

 

[loves_cookies]

I've been thinking of you, glad for now the spotting has stopped and the progression on your tests looks good.

 

[red_head]

There’s just no way of knowing what’s going on - it is torture. I had some brown discharge - not a huge amount but enough to scare the crap out of me - I had a dab yesterday and she said there was no bleed on the scan and it’s likely old blood - either implantation or where my cervix was irritated (sex or internal scans can do that). I’m still terrified but I think a little spotting or bleed is okay, especially as your tests are getting darker. Also just to warn you, my frers went all I’ve rthe place - I had progression then they went light and I was in bits thinking it was over but the hospital did a blood test and it came back as tripling so it was just my pee was diluted or the dye in the test was low, so don’t put too much faith in them if you get a light one after this!

 

[wantingagirl]

It's so frustrating those tests look great, I honestly had spotting off and on until about 20dpo I was determined a miscarriage that I took my pregnancy ticker down. I then spotted maybe every 4 weeks off and on til 14 weeks.

Stick baby xx

 

[xCookieDoughx]

I’ve still not got any more spotting which is great! However AF is due Tuesday and my BBT took a nose dive this morning. And the ICs aren’t progressing. I’m going to take a FRER tomorrow to give 48 hours between that and yesterday’s to get a proper idea of progress but I have a funny feeling I know where this is heading next cycle I’m not testing until AFTER af is due!