I Confess.....

[hazeleyes1556]

I know a lot of us go through times where we feel like we're loosing it, when we want to vent...we NEED to vent. While going through a deployment with OH I found that "confessing" things was therapudic, it kept me sane sometimes.

Welcome to I confess....where you can say those things that you are holding in, especially when you think you're so crazy about TTC and can't talk to someone, or when you don't have the courage to say them.....yet.

Feel free to comment on other people posts, but nothing negative, some people are going through a hard time, and we will never be able to know exactly what they are going through.



I confess...that I seriously need a break from the army.
I confess...that I wish I could punch OH officer in charge in the face. Just because you have more stripes doesn't make you better than me.
I confess...having/carrying a baby terrifies me...but not as much as having morning sickness

 

[Ttc29yrl8r]

I confess that I get angry when I see other pregnant women and it makes me jealous.
I confess that My SO won't propose but talks about it and it drives me nuts to see women everywhere with rings on.
I confess that I obsess over ttc and get very depressed everymonth that I don't to the point that I am taking medication.

 

[Ttc29yrl8r]

And I confess that I het pissed off when my best friend calls me knowing I been ttc for over 2 years and says she is pregnant, mad about it and don't want it. I told her I would tale it. She says no she is going to abort. This pissed me off and broke my heart. Why would God give babies to people who don't want them and not to those that do. I struggle with not getting angry with God. I know it is all in his plan but out here on the world it doesn't really make sense in my eyes. Sorry to vent

 

[Ash0619]

I confess...that I want nothing more than to be pregnant, but I'm scared to death of having a miscarriage.

I really hope that doesn't sound insensitive to those of you that have had losses, I'm just really worried that I would never be able to handle it.

I confess...that I try to leave everything in God's hands but I just keep on getting in the way.

 

[Jsmom5]

I confess that I get mad and jealous of all my friends and relatives who announce their pregnancy. There have been about 10 so far in the last three years and it doesn't get any easier hearing it/seeing it. I am happy for them, but sad at the same time.
I confess I could not go to my cousins baby shower because of how I felt.

 

[beth30]

I confess that I am driving myself crazy with wanting a baby.
I confess that I know I should wait until I get a bigger place.
I confess that I have been neglecting housework, and other things just because I am depressed over wanting a baby. I didn't even get my little boy up for school just because I didn't feel like it. I am so sorry for being so crazy over this, and letting it run my life... But I don't know who to say it to. I have a wonderful husband and son that I am thankful for, but I want more, and I feel horrible for it.

 

[whatdamatter]

i confess that i've backed off of ttc, just because of the stress.
i confess that my greatest fear is that i cant have my own children.
i confess that i want to choke OH for being too sleepy to Bd!

 

[Mellymommy]

I confess i want to get pregnant so badly
I confess i bought baby clothes even though i am not even pregnant yet.
I confess i cant stop thinking about holding my little bundle of joy in my hands

 

[mommy2lilmen]

I confess that I secretly think Im pregnatn with a baby girl.
I confess I scope out craigslist for baby girl items.
I confess Im obsessed with this whole ttc
I confess Im a bit whacko hehe

 

[Casperess]

I confess that I get mad and jealous of all my friends and relatives who announce their pregnancy. There have been about 10 so far in the last three years and it doesn't get any easier hearing it/seeing it. I am happy for them, but sad at the same time.
I confess I could not go to my cousins baby shower because of how I felt.

I hope you don't mind me saying this Jsmom5 but you should not feel guilty about not feeling able to attend your cousins baby shower.

It is such an emotional trauma, what we all face each month, and you are entitled to not make that any worse for yourself.

I'm pretty sure that anyone around you that cares would understand how difficult a situation like that would be for you.

I hope you get your bfp soon.

x

 

[katherinegrey]

I confess I hate being engaged to be engaged. Stop teasing me and lets just make it official!!!

He's proposed see, I accepted, but he wants to do it properly with a proper ring and my dads permission and wants it to be a surprise, but I know it's coming, and he's promised it'll happen before my next birthday so just do it already!!

 

[inertia63]

I confess I hate being engaged to be engaged. Stop teasing me and lets just make it official!!!

He's proposed see, I accepted, but he wants to do it properly with a proper ring and my dads permission and wants it to be a surprise, but I know it's coming, and he's promised it'll happen before my next birthday so just do it already!!

My now husband promised he'd propose in 2009 sometime, he waited until 23rd December, by which point I expected it! Arggghh men! Hope it happens for you soon xx

 

[Shorty88]

Great fourm...

I confess Im so depresed about getting negitives test wert month my doc has me on anti depress tabs
I confess I can't stop thinking about ttc even tho we are supose to be ntnp this month
I confess that I hate seeing people around me that are pregnant smoking and drinking while pregnant
I confess I hate seeing junkies with kids out at night y would god bless them with children and not me
I confess i hate hearing anyone anounce there pregnanices around me
I confess I'm getting really mad that god won't bless me with a child!

 

[hazeleyes1556]

I confess I hate being engaged to be engaged. Stop teasing me and lets just make it official!!!

He's proposed see, I accepted, but he wants to do it properly with a proper ring and my dads permission and wants it to be a surprise, but I know it's coming, and he's promised it'll happen before my next birthday so just do it already!!

I understand that one! Fingers crossed that it happens soo!

I confess...that I can't talk to OH about babies, and that he's confusing me. One day he's all for baby and one day he's not, but he never pulls out!

I confess...that I hate my friends kids, they made OH not want kids, because they are spawns of the devil!

 

[Helena_]

I confess that I listen to ” haven't met you yet” by Michael Buble in terms of ttc

 

[messymommy]

I confess...
It should be enough for me having one son and an adopted daughter and now granddaughter but it's not.
I confess I am depressed and eat to hide my feelings.
I confess that I say I can give up in time if it doesn't work TTC but I don't know if I can ever give up.
I confess that the house not selling so we can move on to a bigger home in another state drives me bonkers and I get so angry every time there's a showing and no offer.
I also confess that every pregnancy announcement, pregnant belly I see or little baby on a shopping cart make me sad, then jealous, then nasty things (like comments to myself) go through my brain about the girl or woman that's been blessed while I struggle.
I confess that rich people piss me off too.

 

[Twinkie210]

I confess that I hate seeing pregnant women! I keep thinking that should be me right now
I confess that I secretly want to punch DH in his privates at times, when he says "It will happen when it happens!"
I confess that I want to slap my SIL in the face for not taking her pregnancy complications seriously and then complaining about them to me.
I confess I have 0 sympathy for her.

 

[Twinkie210]

I confess...
It should be enough for me having one son and an adopted daughter and now granddaughter but it's not.
I confess I am depressed and eat to hide my feelings.
I confess that I say I can give up in time if it doesn't work TTC but I don't know if I can ever give up.
I confess that the house not selling so we can move on to a bigger home in another state drives me bonkers and I get so angry every time there's a showing and no offer.
I also confess that every pregnancy announcement, pregnant belly I see or little baby on a shopping cart make me sad, then jealous, then nasty things (like comments to myself) go through my brain about the girl or woman that's been blessed while I struggle.
I confess that rich people piss me off too.

What part of Illinois are you from?

 

[manduh726]

I confess I am jealous of all my friends and family who have children and or are pregnant.

I confess I get depressed when I get to looking at others facebooks and see things they have I would love to have (ex:House, kids, new car, ect.)

I confess I am scared to death to graduate because I don't know if I can be everything I need to be for the jobs I will be interviewing for.

I confess I would love to go through baby isles in the store but its too painful and because I am overweight I don't want to be mistaken as pregnant. I had it happen and it is not only embarrassing but painful.

I confess I am subscribed to a ton of Youtube people who are pregnant and are doing vlogs.

 

[Mosnippy]

this is a great idea!!

I confess..

I get so annoyed, hurt and angry that he doesnt make more of an effort to BD with me...babies dont make themself! once a month is not going to cut it!! why wont you make love to me!!!!

I confess..I worry what my MIL will say when and if we do have our own little one as she is dead against her son having more..he has 4! but wants all her other DIL to have more kids..just not me...is there something wrong with me!

i confess... my heat breaks when i hear friends, family are having a baby..and i have to be falsely happy for them! when I am not!