I Confess.....

[x Helen x]

I confess... I thought it would be easier than this!
I confess... I get a bit jealous when people post pics of their s
I confess... that it would break my soul not being able to have children

 

[hazeleyes1556]

I confess... I thought it would be easier than this!
I confess... I get a bit jealous when people post pics of their s
I confess... that it would break my soul not being able to have children

I get jealous too, and sometimes I secretly look at the BFP section, and think "OHHHHHH that's what it's supposed to look like! Two lines not one"

 

[Yammas]

I confess ...

That I am terrified that the scan will come back saying that I cannot have children.
That I am already a secret pram adict I love looking at them onlie and in catalogues!
That I am gutted my mum is disappointed in me, I cant help it if I dont want to be a midwife anymore

 

[katherinegrey]

I can totally relate to all the jealousy confessions. My heart absolutely bursts with jealousy when i see pregnant women or bfp's. I just wish it was me

 

[messymommy]

I confess...
It should be enough for me having one son and an adopted daughter and now granddaughter but it's not.
I confess I am depressed and eat to hide my feelings.
I confess that I say I can give up in time if it doesn't work TTC but I don't know if I can ever give up.
I confess that the house not selling so we can move on to a bigger home in another state drives me bonkers and I get so angry every time there's a showing and no offer.
I also confess that every pregnancy announcement, pregnant belly I see or little baby on a shopping cart make me sad, then jealous, then nasty things (like comments to myself) go through my brain about the girl or woman that's been blessed while I struggle.
I confess that rich people piss me off too.

What part of Illinois are you from?

Hi, I private messaged you. I'm from the Quad Cities area.

 

[Twinkie210]

I confess...
It should be enough for me having one son and an adopted daughter and now granddaughter but it's not.
I confess I am depressed and eat to hide my feelings.
I confess that I say I can give up in time if it doesn't work TTC but I don't know if I can ever give up.
I confess that the house not selling so we can move on to a bigger home in another state drives me bonkers and I get so angry every time there's a showing and no offer.
I also confess that every pregnancy announcement, pregnant belly I see or little baby on a shopping cart make me sad, then jealous, then nasty things (like comments to myself) go through my brain about the girl or woman that's been blessed while I struggle.
I confess that rich people piss me off too.

What part of Illinois are you from?

Hi, I private messaged you. I'm from the Quad Cities area.

LOL, I sent you a message back, but I am from southern IL, near St. Louis MO.

 

[Twinkie210]

I confess... that DH makes me really mad when he doesn't want to BD around O, even if we have BD'd several nights in a row!

 

[Want2bemommy4]

I confess :That all the stress from ttc makes me sick sometimes emotionally and phycically

I confess: I probably will have to wait to have money for IVF or tubal ligation reversal to be able to get pregnant and carry to term

I confess: I have got pregnant with tubes tied but lost the babies early on

I confess:I love my DH and he is wonderful, but trying to relax is almost impossible when you want something so bad

I confess:I hate seeing my period show up month after month I want to choke that dang thing stupid

 

[Dimples81]

I confess I hate being engaged to be engaged. Stop teasing me and lets just make it official!!!

He's proposed see, I accepted, but he wants to do it properly with a proper ring and my dads permission and wants it to be a surprise, but I know it's coming, and he's promised it'll happen before my next birthday so just do it already!!

oh so this! just get on with it! men!

 

[hazeleyes1556]

I confess... that DH makes me really mad when he doesn't want to BD around O, even if we have BD'd several nights in a row!

UGHHHH I know! Either that or the BD is once a week for me sometimes because he's to tired from work!

I thought he was supposed to be the horny one not me!

 

[C.armywife]

I confess that after 6 months of ttc I just knew God was waiting to give me my bfp today on my bday...AF came this morning now I just feel silly

 

[MackMomma8]

I confess...
It should be enough for me having one son and an adopted daughter and now granddaughter but it's not.
I confess I am depressed and eat to hide my feelings.
I confess that I say I can give up in time if it doesn't work TTC but I don't know if I can ever give up.
I confess that the house not selling so we can move on to a bigger home in another state drives me bonkers and I get so angry every time there's a showing and no offer.
I also confess that every pregnancy announcement, pregnant belly I see or little baby on a shopping cart make me sad, then jealous, then nasty things (like comments to myself) go through my brain about the girl or woman that's been blessed while I struggle.
I confess that rich people piss me off too.

What part of Illinois are you from?

Hi, I private messaged you. I'm from the Quad Cities area.

LOL, I sent you a message back, but I am from southern IL, near St. Louis MO.

Hiya, Midwest ladies!! :wave:

I confess.... that I'm terrified of being pregnant. I'm so scared that I will eat something wrong/exercise wrong/you name it and it will hurt my baby.

 

[Skoer1360]

I confess I am jealous of my SIL
I confess I secretly hate everyone who gets pregnant on their first try, or have no problems
I confess I secretly think that I wont ever have kids on my own

 

[RosesOfTin]

amazing thread... Jumping in as I prep for my move over to this board

I confess: I still blame myself for my MC even though I know it was swine flu/medication that caused it
I confess: The green monster bared it's teeth when my OH found a pregnancy test on SIL's computer... It wound up being her tweaking one for a friend. I felt guilty after that.
I confess: Since my MC I've been a cynical, hateful creature - completely wicked, mean, and nasty when it comes to babies or baby talk until recently (it's been almost 3 years)
I confess: I'm not so secretly addicted to babies and I get teary eyed looking at them. It's like my heart squeezes and I just want to cuddle and fawn all over them. And then I want one even more.
I confess: I roll my eyes at the sight of pregnant women, but at the same time can't help but look because I envy her position.
I confess: I wanted to kill my DH when he forgot the anniversary of my MC and didn't believe him when he said "I didn't want to bring it up, it still hurts for me too you know." when he seemed so perfectly fine. And now... I feel guilty for thinking he wasn't raw too.
I confess: I actively look for DH's ex when we're in the city... The thought of her getting pregnant and secretly having abortions without telling him twice makes me see red and makes me libel for an assault and battery charge.

 

[Longing2bAMum]

Some of these confessions brought a tear to my eye, I know the pain

I confess:

That i'm excited by some peoples pregnancy announcements, but there's some people I know won't make as good a mum as I will make and they most certainly don't deserve it!

I keep having bad dreams about my friend who is pregnant, because her and her OH are so careless about everything, they don't have a job between them and are always scrounging off of everyone around them, i'm worried they won't be able to take care of their own baby!

When we went to my SIL's for her bday the other day, she didn't drink coffee (which is unheard of in Sweden) she drank juice instead and my first thought was that she was pregnant, it made me feel sick to my stomach that she might be!

That I talk to my guinea pigs as if they are my 2 children, and I cuddle them wishing they were human babies

 

[MackMomma8]

That I talk to my guinea pigs as if they are my 2 children, and I cuddle them wishing they were human babies

I do this with my puppy.

 

[gemmybean]

i confess to buying baby clothes - even though i'm not yet pregnant
I confess to really wanting a girl, purely because the clothes are adoreable
i confess to being utterly terrified about 'affording' a baby

 

[mommytobe11]

i confess i'm really not looking forward to my friends baby shower in a month.
i confess i'm extreamly jealous of said friend and KNOW i could be a better mother then she will be.

 

[tigerlilly]

I confess that i'm consumed by hatred for DH's family and that we will never be good enough.

I confess that i'm scared i can't have children.

 

[Skoer1360]

That I talk to my guinea pigs as if they are my 2 children, and I cuddle them wishing they were human babies

I do this with my puppy.

lol I must confess that I have three cats and do it all the time