I feel like such a crap mom. I keep wishing my 5 week old grows up faster, can't wait till she's 3 months, 6 etc... I really really don't enjoy the newborn phase at all. I struggle with no sleep and it makes me crazy. I find there is no reward at this stage, no smiles no interaction and it makes it a bit redundant. Also my first born was a dream baby, never cried or said a peep. This little lady is very fussy and a tad unpredictable with her moods, which is normal for a baby I guess we were just so spoiled with our first. Basically I keep wishing this time away and counting down the days till she gets older but at the same time I feel guilty because I'm not enjoying her this little and I know I'll miss it one day very soon. Am I the only one that really doesn't enjoy the first 2-3 months?