I just don't know what to do. my partner makes me feel so alone. I am in my 11th week and we have 2 boys already. 4 and 2. We have had a hard time of it with the childrens health and I feel like I have had years of stress and worry. my youngest is still going through it with large tonsils and adenoids and wakes up very much through the night with it. He currently has a chest infection so the last few nights I have been awake hours. Plus pregnancy sometimes I just wake up and can't get back to sleep.
He works 5 days a week but long days as he owns his own chippy. but every night he sleeps on the sofa so he gets a full night while I am up all night. Then I have to get up when they do. sometimes before 6 am. and I am on my own these 12 hour days he does. I am exhausted and all he does is moan about how tired he is! I know he works long hours but he chooses to stay up drinking until 1 am when I have to give up my evenings because my youngest wakes or I am so tired I feel dizzy and weak.
This morning I told him I'd had enough. I get dressed and come Down. He is asleep again on the sofa as he does all day whenever he is off. and I had to straight away let the dog out. change 2 year olds poo bum which is ignored every time. then I did please please will you make his train tracks with him as he was trying to drag me and having a tantrum about it and I'm in tears I'm so tired. and he just snaps saying don't you understand I tired!! I feel like screaming. I am currently in tears in the back room and he is snoring.
I want to leave but what can I do with 2 boys. He won't leave. I've had enough. I have a problem with anxiety and this stress isn't helping. He just doesn't care about anyone as long as he can lay and doze on the sofa so much needs doing and he would rather live like a tramp. He sleeps in gos clothes and every thing. It's like living with a 15 year old I can't stand it!
oh and to top it off whenever I complain he says I told you not to have this kid!!!!!
He works 5 days a week but long days as he owns his own chippy. but every night he sleeps on the sofa so he gets a full night while I am up all night. Then I have to get up when they do. sometimes before 6 am. and I am on my own these 12 hour days he does. I am exhausted and all he does is moan about how tired he is! I know he works long hours but he chooses to stay up drinking until 1 am when I have to give up my evenings because my youngest wakes or I am so tired I feel dizzy and weak.
This morning I told him I'd had enough. I get dressed and come Down. He is asleep again on the sofa as he does all day whenever he is off. and I had to straight away let the dog out. change 2 year olds poo bum which is ignored every time. then I did please please will you make his train tracks with him as he was trying to drag me and having a tantrum about it and I'm in tears I'm so tired. and he just snaps saying don't you understand I tired!! I feel like screaming. I am currently in tears in the back room and he is snoring.
I want to leave but what can I do with 2 boys. He won't leave. I've had enough. I have a problem with anxiety and this stress isn't helping. He just doesn't care about anyone as long as he can lay and doze on the sofa so much needs doing and he would rather live like a tramp. He sleeps in gos clothes and every thing. It's like living with a 15 year old I can't stand it!
oh and to top it off whenever I complain he says I told you not to have this kid!!!!!
