I hate the waiting game...I always lose!!

[JViti]

So im in the TWW, and it sucks! I did 2 rounds of clomid this cycle, and i am not feeling massive pains in my right ovary (which had a 18.5 mm follie) and like, everytime I walk on my right foot, its hurts my ovary! lol Also, I had to pee more today than normal, but idk, maybe i drank more water...I just want this soooooooo bad that I think I might be imagining my symptoms...

I always lose at this waiting game, but now I feel like I'm pregnant, but I think its just my body playing tricks on me knowing how bad I want this...I feel like im setting myself up for disappointment.

I take my first test on Sunday...Easter Sunday!! Hopefully Ill have an announcement to make at dinner...

Just needed to vent a lil...Did soooo much this cycle...2 rounds of clomid, BBT, HCG, OPK for 2 weeks and had more sex in a month than I did as a teenager...This kid is costing me more money now (before its even conceived) than it will when its here...crazy

thanks for letting me vent...bedtime now

 

[Spockette]

Good luck honey. Hope you get that BFP. As I always say, think the worst but hope for the best!!

Xxxx

 

[JViti]

Thanks! I always try to do that, but after 18 failed attempts, its gets hard to keep hope. Im already done trying, but DH wants a few more months, he wants to make it an even 2 years before we quit, so I agreed...The next attempt is gunna end up being IUI, then IVF, then dunzo!

 

[cass86]

I know exactly how you feel. I am in the TWW also and have been trying for nearly 4 years now but still every month it gets me. I am now waiting to start IVF hopefully not this Friday (af due) but next cycle. I am bloated, my boobs are sore, I am moody and feel sick. I try not to even notice things anymore but it's so hard. I hate my body sometimes. One month I even had spot bleeding a week after O but that turned out to be nothing as always.

Feeling your pain. They always say when you give up trying is when it will happen

 

[CortneyMarie]

I'm totally with oyu girls. I'm also about 9 dpo and on my 22nd cycle of ttc w one mc. I feel pregnant just about every single cycle and test like a maniac and its true I set myself up for disappointed...I even start talking to my would be lo sometimes I've decided and accepted that I am a bit loopy! Hey I think we r entitled some quirks along this strenuous journey! Gl girls babydust by the pound!

 

[CortneyMarie]

I'm totally with oyu girls. I'm also about 9 dpo and on my 22nd cycle of ttc w one mc. I feel pregnant just about every single cycle and test like a maniac and its true I set myself up for disappointed...I even start talking to my would be lo sometimes I've decided and accepted that I am a bit loopy! Hey I think we r entitled some quirks along this strenuous journey! Gl girls babydust by the pound!

 

[JViti]

i feel the same...im always talking to my "maybe baby" and then when AF comes, I feel like I lost a baby...tired of setting myself up for disaster but sometimes, i just need to be a lil crazy!!

 

[Myshelsong]

Hey ladies I am on the tww limbo as well. Ff changed my o date three times so I am now 8dpo, when I thought I would be 10.
I am so sick of the waiting and hoping and then the ever present disappointment that is my life. Uh.
sorry to be a downer, have a lap booked next month but was hoping could catch the egg before hand but I don't think that is happening.

Wish everyone a good tww and bfps!