i have testing anxiety

[Catiren]

why do i have a fear to test now? im a poas addict. i normally wuld have tested everyday for muffin sake even if theres no chance. i know my chances this cycle too and they r so much higher but i dont fear the bfn.... i think im fearing seeing a bfp!! wat!!?? i dont understand my testing anxiety. the fact i have hardly any symptoms versus the loads of symptoms i normally have during tww and pms might also be adding a thought to my head that this culd be it. but now im scared to test early lol im thinking of testing til im a week late or even longer if i am. this is so unexplainable.

 

[Catiren]

i forgot to mention and actually forgot that i had a dream of a positive hpt on different brands and i was so shocked. i had testing anxiety as of O day though. im 3 dpo today so this dream came after ward.

 

[Weebles]

Don't worry, I'm sure you'll come around further into your tww.

 

[ms sunshine]

I dreamt of a bfp before i had my son

 

[Catiren]

i have bfp dreams on both pregnancy cycles and af cycles. its not a big deal to me but i dont shrug them off either. they can go either way tbh.