I feel like I am going crazy. The place I currently go to is a nightmare. They honestly treat me like a child. Talking down to me, snapping at me, etc. For example I called today and they asked when I was last seen. She told me I shouldn't have "skipped" my 12 week scan and that I couldn't "skip" anymore. Excuse me, but that is the MOTHER'S choice. It is an optional scan at the practice I go to. Why should I have to defend my decision?! I just don't like anyone there - the receptionists, the ultrasound tech, the nurse, the doctor. It just isn't a good fit for me. And I feel like I'm freaking out because I don't have THE doctor yet. I'm just using a crappy one so my baby is getting care in the meantime. I'm doing my research but it is just so stressful. Why can't this be easy!!! Sorry for the whiny rant. My boyfriend doesn't know what to do. He wants to be supportive, but at the same time, can't understand why I'm so upset. I'm hormonal and dealing with jerk people just ain't cuttin' it. I seriously almost cried after making my 20 week appointment today... She was that mean. I can't feel excited. I dread calling the damn place, let alone going there. But I should feel excited!