I should be...

[blondeNklutzi]

Writing a journal article evaluation about Youth Violence in the US. And here I am on BnB. My prof gave me an extension on this paper (it was due Wed.) but I absolutely cannot get motivated. It's like I'm all fuzzy. Its crazy, all I ever wanted to do was get a degree and now that I have been in college for a couple years I am totally burnt out. I can't concentrate, I don't care any more. I'm just apathetic. I know I should be happy I can even be here but sometimes it doesn't even matter any more. I feel like I'm a bad person for feeling this way, but I can't help it. I know I need to finish school and there is a part of me that really, really wants to, but there is another part of me that is just pissed off about the whole thing. It doesn't feel like I'm accomplishing anything. I mean, what am I accomplishing by regurgitating information about a jornal article? That's basically the assignment.

Sorry this is long...just had to rant.