Sorry about your loss bribri. I have to be honest though that if you meant you had a bleed in June you and it was implantation bleeding you would be able to get a clear bfp by now. Are these recent tests? If not I'd test again. Blue dye tests are so prone to those kinds of lines. I'm not saying it's not a bfp, but I'd buy a pink dye test to confirm or wait a few days and the line should be clear. Good luck.
You may find you get more responses if you start your own thread though. Sometimes it can be missed if it's added onto the end of another.