I think I want to see a BFP so badly that I'm imagining lines on old tests

[Eyes On Fire]

I just don't know anymore. I pulled out my test from Sunday to look and I thought if I squinted at it I could see a very faint line. But I just think that I want a BFP so badly that I'm imagining it. I don't know how women do this every month. I'm not stressing out but I'm late and I've had pregnancy symptoms and I just want to get an obvious BFP or have AF come. I'm going to test again Wednesday morning and trying a different brand of tests but I don't know. I don't even know when I ovulated so I don't even know when I'd even get a BFP. OH got called back into work so I'm sitting here by myself and all I want to do is cry. I feel so alone.

What HPT should I even try? {AF was due June 24th, normally 30 days cycles but I've had them be 32 before, not sure how many dpo I would be}

 

[Rmar]

I know what you mean. I am so crazy that I will look at the example of a negative on the instructions and fill in a line with my eye. I count every test as a negative if it doesn't have colour in the second line.

I bought myself 50 IC's to test when I can't hold out. I took a test at 6dpo even though I knew it wouldn't show anything. It's hard not to test all the time. I used to be so excited over TTC and it has only been 7 months. I can't imagine what it is like for those in the LTTTC section.

The FRER seem to give good lines.

 

[Eyes On Fire]

I'm hoping I'll be able to get a line. It's frustrating not knowing what is going on with my body. My period is never late like this. I was going to try the FRER.

 

[channy3232]

We all do it hun. You know how if you stare at something for a while, then look away, you still see like a "negative" of it wherever you look? I'll stare at the line so long, then look over where the second line could be, and convince myself it's there.

 

[ElmoBumpToBe]

Your not going crazy hun what you can see is an evap line, an evaporation? Thats why you have to discard tests after 10 mins or so because a 2nd line will apear even on a bfn. Sorry huni. But hey at least your not loosing it?

Its so frustrating isnt it, im only 2 days late and got a BFN day period was due, now im itching to test again but i know it will only get me down when i get another BFN so im just trying to wait for af to come. Im the same as you i have no idea when i ovulated so know idea when i would be able to get a BFP if i had caught on this month. Next month i think i will def use ovulation tests xx

 

[Blah11]

I do this too hun. I sit and stare at a test for ages and ages and end up seeing a 'line' but i know deep down its not there Sounds crazy lol.

 

[Serene123]

Meeeeee toooooooooo

 

[camerashy]

omg i couldve written this thread!!! lol

we all do the same hun

 

[Eyes On Fire]

It's nice having women to talk to that understand what this is like. OH wants me to get a BFP so bad that I always feel terrible when I have to tell him it's a BFN.

Still no AF thus far though so I'm going to test in the morning. FXed.