I'm an exclusive pumper, have been since Luka was born. Wasn't great, but was fine. Now, since moving and having problems with my pump, I've been manually expressing for the last week and it's driving me nuts!!! I'm just not sure I can do it anymore! It's taking over my life...I just feel so guilty now...I feel bad about even thinking about stopping. I just don't have enough right now while I'm waiting for my replacement pump parts....I'm just exhausted too.