Hi ladies
Short version of events:
I booked into see my midwife during September 2013 when I was pregnant (unfortunately we lost baby 4 weeks ago).
So anyway, I walk into the waiting room to see my sister-in-law's close friend working behind the desk. My immediate thought was 'oh bu**er I bet she will tell my brother and his wife I'm pregnant'.
Went into see midwife and immediately expressed my concern and worry. She convinced me I won't have a problem because staff are not even allowed to say who has visited the surgery never mind who to see or even why. We discussed at length before getting down to filling in the green notes. I asked her would she know who I am seeing and she said yes as she was the only one working that afternoon.
Just to put a light on my relationship with my brother and his wife:
We no longer see much of each other because of various reasons. Thier idea of people having more than 2 children rattles them they say kids are then dragged up not raised blah blah blah. How can you afford it and lots more come out. They have two boys of their own, whom do not play very well with my children or even my children's friends. I have 3 lil ones and I had a hard time verbally after my third was born and to be honest we have drifted apart because of what was said. Hurtful and it was difficult she was 6 weeks early because of my anti bodies and I got 'she made her bed she can lie in it' - that's nice isn't it!. Whenever we tried to visit at their home 9 times out of 10 we got waving hands in our face mostly from sister in law no you cant come in we too busy. You can only take so much of that then you think why am I bothering. This went over 2.5 years and hubby and I decided we wont visit anymore and we haven't. Only to drop birthday presents etc.
We don't see much of them now and prior to this I had no suggestion or guessing that we were pregnant not even with the three we have now and back then in the early days we saw them a lot.
So what took place.
Hubby came home night of 6th Sept and I told him you never guess who recently started working at surgery, X. He said oh great. I joked and said if my brother and his wife turn up tonight we know she has told them.
We got a bang on our door that night 7.30pm. We were putting our lil ones to bed. Yes it was them with their two children. They made the excuse that they dropped my birthday present around. It was my or our (we are twins) birthday the week before but I was on hols with my family. I had telephoned him earlier in the week to arrange a visit to swap pressies and he said he'd let me know but we were loosely talking either sat or sun. Normally visits are day time hours. They have never visited in the evening before! We talked and they started asking about my health (I have been poorly 3 years now and we waited for a break in my health to try again). They don't typically ask about my health. Part of my trouble is inflammation in bowel and stomach and I sometimes look 8 months pregnant - literally. Point being they never made reference I was pregnant even with belly sticking out a mile over the years I have been poorly. This night I mentioned if I kept gluten free and stayed away from inflammatory foods I am not too bad but if stray my stomach swells and gives me pain. He then sniggered and said or if you are pregnant. I ignored this comment and carried on talking. They soon left.
5th October, sister in law came knocking on our door to pass over our lil ones birthday present. Hubby said I was poorly so for them not to stay. They don't like visiting people if they think germs are lurking so great excuse plus if I did eat gluten I do get very poorly. I was in the throws of miscarriage and was pretty much sat on toilet all weekend. Evening of 6th October brother telephoned me asking how my morning sickness was and that he was convinced I was pregnant etc etc. I was furious but kept my cool. he kept pushing the idea about me being pregnant. I had to inform him I was pregnant but lost the pregnancy that very weekend. He said oh sorry and then started saying stuff like ' bit too old anyway aren't you ' and he went on and on.. I questioned him about how he knew and he said he guessed, he just knew. Yes but how we don't see you and you have never guessed before so why now, suddently you are passing comment about me being pregnant. I confronted him and asked if X told him and he said who, making out he didn't know who I was talking about. Eventually he said 'no not from her I just guessed'.
Only spoke to him twice since.
No one knew we were trying let alone pregnant, apart from my doctor, this receptionist friend of my sister in law and my midwife.
What do you think ladies, did she blab or keep her integrity and my confidentiality? Did my brother just guess?
I am not comfortable visiting the surgery now and I do since my youngest is pre school and I'm there for jabs and my eldest 6 yrs has health issues at the moment so we there for him too. I also plan to try again and what happens next time!
Would like your views on this please.
thanks very much
Short version of events:
I booked into see my midwife during September 2013 when I was pregnant (unfortunately we lost baby 4 weeks ago).
So anyway, I walk into the waiting room to see my sister-in-law's close friend working behind the desk. My immediate thought was 'oh bu**er I bet she will tell my brother and his wife I'm pregnant'.
Went into see midwife and immediately expressed my concern and worry. She convinced me I won't have a problem because staff are not even allowed to say who has visited the surgery never mind who to see or even why. We discussed at length before getting down to filling in the green notes. I asked her would she know who I am seeing and she said yes as she was the only one working that afternoon.
Just to put a light on my relationship with my brother and his wife:
We no longer see much of each other because of various reasons. Thier idea of people having more than 2 children rattles them they say kids are then dragged up not raised blah blah blah. How can you afford it and lots more come out. They have two boys of their own, whom do not play very well with my children or even my children's friends. I have 3 lil ones and I had a hard time verbally after my third was born and to be honest we have drifted apart because of what was said. Hurtful and it was difficult she was 6 weeks early because of my anti bodies and I got 'she made her bed she can lie in it' - that's nice isn't it!. Whenever we tried to visit at their home 9 times out of 10 we got waving hands in our face mostly from sister in law no you cant come in we too busy. You can only take so much of that then you think why am I bothering. This went over 2.5 years and hubby and I decided we wont visit anymore and we haven't. Only to drop birthday presents etc.
We don't see much of them now and prior to this I had no suggestion or guessing that we were pregnant not even with the three we have now and back then in the early days we saw them a lot.
So what took place.
Hubby came home night of 6th Sept and I told him you never guess who recently started working at surgery, X. He said oh great. I joked and said if my brother and his wife turn up tonight we know she has told them.
We got a bang on our door that night 7.30pm. We were putting our lil ones to bed. Yes it was them with their two children. They made the excuse that they dropped my birthday present around. It was my or our (we are twins) birthday the week before but I was on hols with my family. I had telephoned him earlier in the week to arrange a visit to swap pressies and he said he'd let me know but we were loosely talking either sat or sun. Normally visits are day time hours. They have never visited in the evening before! We talked and they started asking about my health (I have been poorly 3 years now and we waited for a break in my health to try again). They don't typically ask about my health. Part of my trouble is inflammation in bowel and stomach and I sometimes look 8 months pregnant - literally. Point being they never made reference I was pregnant even with belly sticking out a mile over the years I have been poorly. This night I mentioned if I kept gluten free and stayed away from inflammatory foods I am not too bad but if stray my stomach swells and gives me pain. He then sniggered and said or if you are pregnant. I ignored this comment and carried on talking. They soon left.
5th October, sister in law came knocking on our door to pass over our lil ones birthday present. Hubby said I was poorly so for them not to stay. They don't like visiting people if they think germs are lurking so great excuse plus if I did eat gluten I do get very poorly. I was in the throws of miscarriage and was pretty much sat on toilet all weekend. Evening of 6th October brother telephoned me asking how my morning sickness was and that he was convinced I was pregnant etc etc. I was furious but kept my cool. he kept pushing the idea about me being pregnant. I had to inform him I was pregnant but lost the pregnancy that very weekend. He said oh sorry and then started saying stuff like ' bit too old anyway aren't you ' and he went on and on.. I questioned him about how he knew and he said he guessed, he just knew. Yes but how we don't see you and you have never guessed before so why now, suddently you are passing comment about me being pregnant. I confronted him and asked if X told him and he said who, making out he didn't know who I was talking about. Eventually he said 'no not from her I just guessed'.
Only spoke to him twice since.
No one knew we were trying let alone pregnant, apart from my doctor, this receptionist friend of my sister in law and my midwife.
What do you think ladies, did she blab or keep her integrity and my confidentiality? Did my brother just guess?
I am not comfortable visiting the surgery now and I do since my youngest is pre school and I'm there for jabs and my eldest 6 yrs has health issues at the moment so we there for him too. I also plan to try again and what happens next time!
Would like your views on this please.
thanks very much