I had a m/c on April 30th and I found my pregnancy journal on another site. So I started reading my enteries and now I'm so sad. I feel like I jinxed myself because in it I talked about being afraid that I wouldn't see a HB. Which I didn't see 1 nor did I see a baby then either. I was about 7 weeks pg at that time. I wish I never voiced my fears cuz then maybe I'd still be pg now. I'm on my 6th cycle since and I feel its just not going to happen either. I guess I'm just having 1 of those days! Thanks for reading this!