Definitely weird, I was worried that maybe I ovulated or something. I think I might head to the gyno and get checked for PCOS, just to be on the safe side. I am expecting a period next week-ish. I think I'll test again at 20dpo. Unless my AF shows up lol.
I really hope we don't have any issues conceiving. It's my biggest fear.
I really don't have any of the symptoms of pcos. I mean some times I'll miss a period for a couple months then it will come, one year I missed it for 4 months, but I had stopped taking my zoloft earlier that year and I was also convincing myself I was pregnant I think.
Well I don't think the cm is weird in a bad way, I read online that lots of women said they got either a flow or blob or whatever of cm a few days after ovulation (even after 10 dpo) and they either got a BFP or AF (of course I focused more on the stories of BFP ahah)...so I don't think it's a bad thing...just very interesting! They say that the cm could be leftover cm from ovulation that is finally making its way down (which makes sense cuz I was wet, but I wasn't flowing with lots of ewcm during ovulation, so maybe that's what is it now). So I don't think there is a big worry there.
If you are really worried about PCOS, then have yourself checked out. It wouldn't hurt. And take it from me, someone who has been told as a teenager that I will have trouble conceiving when the time comes, as scary as PCOS sounds, there is SO much that can be done in the medicine world and other therapies to get your body on track. I don't know if AF will come for me or if I get a BFP this month, but I'm going to take a break from the medicine side of ttc (take a break from Clomid) and try some natural therapies instead with acupuncture. Acupuncture might be something you'd like to try to just to help you relax your body (my sister-in-law who had trouble conceiving cuz she is very anxious herself tried it and she swears by it, so she's making me go see her acupuncturist...I've never been, but I'm excited to try!) and just get your body aligned and prepared.
But from the sounds of what you've been sharing with me, I really don't see anything that would be a strong sign for PCOS. But for the sake of having peace of mind, it might be a good idea to just have your doc check you out
And anxiety can be a big reason why you may have missed periods here and there. My sister doesn't have PCOS (she got herself checked out after I was diagnosed) but her periods are irregular and sometimes she misses a month or two, but she is SUPER anxious and worries about every little thing, and the ob/gyn told her it was just because of that. So it makes sense why you might miss a period here or there if you're anxious...I'm sure many women go through that, all this baby stuff is VERY anxiety-provoking!
I feel like I'm rambling, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that as scary as ttc sounds and as many worries as you have in your head, just know that 1. there is SO much that can be done to help your situation and 2. no matter how much stuff there is out there that can help our bodies out, the most important thing that can and should be done is to keep ourselves as optimistic and as relaxed as we can be. And when those times are tough (like today, cuz trust me, I'm feeling bummed out too, I hateee waiting) it's good to just vent and look for support in all the right places. I'm sure DF is a great source of support, the same way my hubby is, and I have to say, this website has been amazing. I love getting all my information from here and sharing my symptoms with you, it's been a great source of comfort and relief for me!
I hope you feel better! Keep yourself optimistic! It will happen! If crazy people who don't know what they're doing are having babies, then responsibly awesome ladies like us will be having them too! We just need a little more time
Feel free to vent all you want! I'm always around!
I will do some looking around here and try to find an acupuncturist and look up some things that can promote conception naturally, I honestly hate taking medications. I wouldn't take zoloft or xanax if my OCD/agoraphobia wouldn't spiral out of control, I am in therapy though and making good progress. I love taking my vitamins they make me feel healthy and happy. I think I'll talk DF in to walking the dogs tomorrow cause he has a day off and it'd be a good exercise. 
lol. I've never had this before AF, so I'm hoping it's not just a fluke! lol 
I'm praying that's a good sign! 
