I'm happy for her... really I am... I want mine! :(

[MsSpiritual]

As happy as i am for my mum and her adorable little peanut, I cant help my green-monster-envy slipping out a bit... I'm so jealous... I love my mom and I'm super excited about having a little sibling, but I want my BFP... I've been trying since November and nothing but BFN and then she's not even trying and one day gets a BFP.. *sigh* I hope this is my month..

Sorry to vent. just feeling all moody today..

 

[Crazy4Emily]

hugs. It's hard to watch others get pg without even putting any effort into it.

 

[MsSpiritual]

hugs. It's hard to watch others get pg without even putting any effort into it.

Yeah it is.. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm excited, and I want them both to be happy and healthy but its just kinda like I wanna jump up and down crying and yelling "its not fair!!!"
haha

 

[we can't wait]

HUGS to you ! I completely understand. My sister is pregnant right now, as well as my two friends. it's hard... but stay postive. it will happen for you!!!

 

[MsSpiritual]

HUGS to you ! I completely understand. My sister is pregnant right now, as well as my two friends. it's hard... but stay postive. it will happen for you!!!

Thank you I'm trying to stay positive. hopefully my tests will come back the same way :]

 

[schnoodle]

oh swetie i know how you feel! all my friends in real life are preg and now all my buddies on here are too.

hugs sweetie xx

 

[Beccaface]

Aw hun.
First off .
Secondly, you're not alone with these feelings.
Most women who are trying and some who aren't get jealous when other have babies.
I was SOOOO jealous when my DF's little sister had a baby before me.
I'd actually cry myself to sleep.
Thinking about it makes me cry.

Chin up sweetness.
x

 

[tbuns]

well, you'll be a big sister! Yay!

Sorry you are havibg such mixed feeligs, it's fresh and you'll gain some perspective soon...

 

[mumoffive]

I would imagine that must be sooo hard for you. Its one thing having someone like a friend pregnant but when its closer to home it must be quite upsetting i am sure. Why dont you speak to your mum? Are you close to her? Maybe it might make you feel better. She may surprise you with tales of ttc you, maybe it was just luck this time round. It happens. x It will be your time soon, remember, unlike your mum [ and im guessing at her age] you have time on your side. Its horrible ttc knowing your biological clock is ticking away. Try and look at it that way. x

 

[ArticBaby]

As happy as i am for my mum and her adorable little peanut, I cant help my green-monster-envy slipping out a bit... I'm so jealous... I love my mom and I'm super excited about having a little sibling, but I want my BFP... I've been trying since November and nothing but BFN and then she's not even trying and one day gets a BFP.. *sigh* I hope this is my month..

Sorry to vent. just feeling all moody today..

Thaaaaaats gotta be one tough situation. But happy for your mom at the same time. It makes me want to congratulate her and cry altogether.

Dont apologize for being moody, you have a good reason too

 

[MsSpiritual]

Thank you all, I really appreciate all of the support from you all. *hug*