And he's not even here yet. Me and OH got into it, and lately I've just been so depressed and stressed out. and I said: I wish I never got pregnant, I'll give him to you, I don't want him I'm sitting here crying, and just cannot believe those words came out of my mouth, I waited so long for him, and this miracle, and I said that. What kind of soon to be mother says that? I'm such a horrible person.