Brandy--welcome! I can totally understand your mixed emotions. I'm sure you are dying to feel the excitement of an actual bfp, but terrified to go through the heartbreak of a mc. This process is the ultimate emotional rollercoaster!
momofadane--I am so sorry to hear this cycle didn't work. Like I said before, I have a feeling it's just a matter of time for you. Keep up the fantastic follicle production and think positively! You'll get there.
TTC--Good luck with the estradiol test. I get mine checked periodically, can't recall if I usually have it done mid-cycle like you are having done. Might they have you continue with more follistim injections? How high is your dosage? I will be injecting 225 units for four nights, no talk of possibly extending that.
AFM--had my baseline ultrasound yesterday & once again crappy news. I want to feel like the RE's office is a hopeful place to go to, but I want to cry (and sometimes I do) every time I leave there. This time I found out I have a cyst on each ovary, a 14 mm on the right and an 11 on the left. Thanks a lot clomid.
I hate that drug. Sorry to be negative...
I had bloodwork done and luckily found out the cysts are not putting out estrogen so I can continue with this cycle. That was good news. So I started the follistim last night. Always a little trepidation when holding that needle up to my belly. It's not terrifying, but it does take a few seconds to work up my courage. I look forward to when it becomes so easy that I don't think twice about it!