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Tanzibar83
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Hey Chele - I wish you all the best and please keep posting on here, I don't really read any announcements or success stories on BnB so I'd love to follow yours.
I feel defeated by it all, I really do. Im sat here right now and you know how you can imagine certain future events (like a wedding day, buying a house, big life stuff??) - well I truthfully cannot see myself becoming a mother, I think a part of me right now is so angry and frustrated that I don't want to be a mother which breaks my heart but I'm just so confused I don't know what to do.
a part of me just wants to tell my family and friends of this anguish because it will release the pressure but I'm worried of the responses from people and quite frankly the less people who know the less people will be thinking "Is she pregnant yet? I wonder if she has been trying again"
I feel defeated by it all, I really do. Im sat here right now and you know how you can imagine certain future events (like a wedding day, buying a house, big life stuff??) - well I truthfully cannot see myself becoming a mother, I think a part of me right now is so angry and frustrated that I don't want to be a mother which breaks my heart but I'm just so confused I don't know what to do.
a part of me just wants to tell my family and friends of this anguish because it will release the pressure but I'm worried of the responses from people and quite frankly the less people who know the less people will be thinking "Is she pregnant yet? I wonder if she has been trying again"