Im mixed emotions about TTC again, one minute I cant wait to ov or for AF, so we can try again. The next I think maybe we shouldnt have anymorekids , after what happened with Harry. I dont know how I would handle another pregnancy. I think I would be excited, but sooo nervous as well. I keep tellin myself that we will NTNP, but I know as soon as I get a positive on opk, we will be at it like rabbits! It will be like a military operation!
I then worry that it will take ages to get BFP after getting it 1st/2nd cycle with the other 3.
Argghhh waiting for something to happen is driving me mad. No AF dates to work off, so I cant even predict when AF is due or when I am due to ovulate. Just have to use opk's every day until the witch turns up.