well heres what happend: we left LO with his uncle to go up and see our horses and i started chatting to another lady on our yard. we must have been there an hour at the most but when i got in the car i got shouted at by my hubbie telling me i had taken too long and he wanted to get back to LO. he said it was like i didnt want to spend time with LO and i didnt care about him. i was devistated and tryed to explaine that i know he wants to spend as much time with LO at the weekends as he works all week but i spend all day with the baby, i never see any one except LO or my hubbie, i just need to tallk to people, i need to get out sometimes! anyway hubbie then changed the subject and went along like nothing had happend. is it wrong that i dont mind leaving my LO with people i trust for a few hours? am i being selfish? i love my LO more than anything and would never let anything happen to him but now im stuck feeling like im not good enough.