Huge Hugs hunni, I hope your feeling a bit better now.
Congratulations on the arrival of your wonderful son though.
It sounded like you really did do all you could and although the middle bit was a bit of a blur did all the things you should have done.
My first labour was a bit like this, unprogressive and I rem,ember the feeling of devastation, so completly feel for you!
Just make sure you have someon to talk to and don't let those tears get you down too muhc, your more than entitled to them, but just take care the whole experience doesn't upset you too much!