Hiya
Can I tentatively come in here? I lost our second child (first is a stamping 3 year old
![Very Happy :D :D](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif)
) in January after a TFMR @ 17.5 weeks
![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I'm terrified this one is going to be poorly too. I will only be 5 weeks on Saturday. I haven't told anyone other than my OH and this board now. I can't do that again. Will be having early scan (if it's a sticky one) then the harmony NIPT to find out for sure this time @ 10 weeks (though it takes up to 2 weeks for the results to come through). If baby is poorly again we will terminate again.
These next 7 weeks are going to be hell
![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I'm so scared. If baby was healthy for a variety of other reasons it would be all shades of awesome but I'm not letting myself think about that yet. I just can't.
So if it's OK can I settle in here to get through the next few weeks? I don't want to join the main jellybeans thread and have to leave again like last time
![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
or is this thread not for TFMR mummies?