January Jelly Beans [29 Testers 4 BFP's 1 Angel]

[Miss406]

I think for me I need to focus on looking after my kids and as much as I miss my bean and it hurts like hell plus I have been here 3 times in total what gets me through is focusing on TTC again. The loss was horrendous and different from the last time I passed everything this time but the worst is over and hopefully I will pass the rest of the clots soon xxx

Wish you were local, we both need a hug!

 

[wantingagirl]

Wantingagirl, I'm so sorry! Big hugs sweetie
Lines or no lines it's pretty irrelevant now. I described it all and showed my doctor the tests she saw them, agreed very faint and said it's common for a pregnancy to not take completely hence the faint lines, when it can't bury in deep enough it quickly comes away causing a miscarriage. She's agreed to send me to a fertility specialist as this is my 7th miscarriage.

Thank you my darling. Miscarriages are so hard and I think the more kiddies we have the more chance of a loss I've had 2 early losses and 2 further along one at 5+6 and one today's at 8+6. I've had a week to digest this since the spotting started and I just knew from my bfp that something was wrong. I will be having genetic testing, testing as I bled for a year after Erin (May be nothing) and blood tests for recurrent miscarriage.

Miss I really hope your ok xxx

 

[wantingagirl]

I think for me I need to focus on looking after my kids and as much as I miss my bean and it hurts like hell plus I have been here 3 times in total what gets me through is focusing on TTC again. The loss was horrendous and different from the last time I passed everything this time but the worst is over and hopefully I will pass the rest of the clots soon xxx

Wish you were local, we both need a hug!

We certainly do! What I went through I would not wish on anyone I passed and seen everything xx

 

[PrincessTaz]

I think for me I need to focus on looking after my kids and as much as I miss my bean and it hurts like hell plus I have been here 3 times in total what gets me through is focusing on TTC again. The loss was horrendous and different from the last time I passed everything this time but the worst is over and hopefully I will pass the rest of the clots soon xxx

Wish you were local, we both need a hug!

We certainly do! What I went through I would not wish on anyone I passed and seen everything xx

Wantingagirl and Miss I am so sorry for both of you, going through a loss is one of the most painful things a woman can go through
I'm so sorry you had to see, it an absolutely horrendous thing to go through. When I found out at my scan I'd had a mmc I opted for medical management at hospital but ended up passing baby at home alone with just my 1 year old son and it was heartbreaking. I really hope you both get your rainbow babies very soon with no more heartache xx

 

[mrsholland713]

Hello- I'd like to join this forum. I am in the tww, 2dpo and plan to begin testing Jan 13th (I know this is early- but I am scheduled for a surgery on Jan 14th and am hoping to delay if I receive a bfp. I have 2 boys ages 9 and 6. My husband does not have any children and we have been ttc for 6 months. I am on my 1st cycle of clomid, days 3-7 and using preseed. Hope this month is our month!

 

[wantingagirl]

Welcome mrs holland xx

 

[Mom2sam]

So sorry wantingagirl i lost mine at 8 weeks last year & it's aweful big hugs but your right we still have other kids to take care of so never really get time to sit & let it all sink in big hugs x

Welcome missHolland good luck i conceived my ds on clomid & preseed so fx for you. I'm on first cycle ttc #2 now using preseed again

 

[wantingagirl]

So sorry wantingagirl i lost mine at 8 weeks last year & it's aweful big hugs but your right we still have other kids to take care of so never really get time to sit & let it all sink in big hugs x

Welcome missHolland good luck i conceived my ds on clomid & preseed so fx for you. I'm on first cycle ttc #2 now using preseed again

I keep bursting into tears without even expecting it, my 2010 loss (5+6) nothing compared to what I went through today. I will get through this but I think seeing and feeling my sac and placenta pass will never leave me xxxx

 

[Miss406]

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[borr.dg.baby]

So Sorry miss

 

[AngelOb]

Wanting and Miss, I am so sorry to hear about your losses, it's such a hard thing to go through and so unfair. I was 5w when I lost mine and I'm still terrified it's going to happen again with this little bean. Sending tons of hugs your way and hoping you get your rainbows soon.

 

[Mango]

Wantingagirl, sorry to hear of your loss (hugs). Understandably it's a difficult time. All you can do is your best to get through. Give yourself time.

 

[Mrs_Right]

So sorry miss and WAG for your losses *hugs*
Welcome Mrs Holland!

 

[Babylove100]

Morning ladies, 5dpo today! Getting there slowly but surely!!

Emma, have you O'd yet??

 

[Ckelly79]

Wanting huni im so sorry for your loss. All ladies on this thread are here to support u x
Miss thinking of u hun x

Welcome Mrs Holland x

 

[Leggiero]

I'm so sorry Wanting and Miss...I can't imagine what you're going through. I hope you're healing and taking the time you need.

I can't believe what I'm about to write, but last night I woke up feeling as though I had a fever, and with very sore breasts. All day at work I was unbearably tired and couldn't stomach the thought of coffee (my favorite!). Sure enough, when I got home, it was a clear BFP. I took three tests to be certain!! I burst into tears...I never, ever could have imagined we could conceive on our first try. It seems too good to be true for us, and yet so unfair to all of the couples out there struggling after multiple cycles. I feel so blessed. And terrified. And thrilled. And anxious.

I would post a picture but I can't figure out how to do it from my iphone!

Good luck to all the testers coming up!!!

 

[drjo718]

Congrats leggiero!

 

[Babylove100]

I'm so sorry Wanting and Miss...I can't imagine what you're going through. I hope you're healing and taking the time you need.

I can't believe what I'm about to write, but last night I woke up feeling as though I had a fever, and with very sore breasts. All day at work I was unbearably tired and couldn't stomach the thought of coffee (my favorite!). Sure enough, when I got home, it was a clear BFP. I took three tests to be certain!! I burst into tears...I never, ever could have imagined we could conceive on our first try. It seems too good to be true for us, and yet so unfair to all of the couples out there struggling after multiple cycles. I feel so blessed. And terrified. And thrilled. And anxious.

I would post a picture but I can't figure out how to do it from my iphone!

Good luck to all the testers coming up!!!

That's brilliant news!! Congratulations!!!

Can't wait to see a pic. If your on the mobile version you need to click the desktop button at bottom then when you post make sure your in advanced then you can manage attachments. Good luck!

 

[PrincessTaz]

Leggiero congratulations, I had a feeling you were. Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months x

 

[emma4g63]

wantingagirl im sooooo sooo sorry for your loss...its so sad to see it happen to someone else when i have to experienced it only recently...
i know exactly how you feel and the emotions going through you right now..

i hope your trying to keep strong.. i know its so hard!!!
fx for the future for you hunny

and miss you know im thinking of you.... hugs hunny iv been through this loss with you

so sad to see so much loss

hugs ladies