SUPER excited that there's only 44 days to go (6w 2d!!) But at the same time soooo freaked out that my house won't be ready in time and I'll have all the cleanup and setting up to do with a newborn in tow.
Also that throws off my home birth plans, my mother is totally against it so I doubt I can do it at my parent's house, which is where I'm staying. If it comes to it, I can use my Dad's office which is just a stone's throw from their house, I'll have as much privacy as I need, a bed, a tub, whatever I'll need is accessible so that's one option. Hoping my house will be done tho and I won't have to consider that.