I'm So sorry for your loss . I lost my Little boy 3 months ago so i can relate to the pain you are going through , although it doesnt feel like it, one day things will get easier for you . As The man who did the speach at Jaydens funeral said, The pain you feel is just your Baby holding on and when the pain is starting to ease It does not mean she doesnt need you anymore It just means shes ready to let go a little more knowing that you love her. If you ever need to talk P.m me anytime .. Take care , Your a very brave woman x