Hello,
I'm not sure if you'll remember me but my history may remind you, I'm 35+4 pregnant after sixteen miscarriages and a still birth recurrently, previous to that I've had three live children (all with pre-eclampsia) and another stillbirth.
I'm understandably anxious but last night took on an extreme level of fear. I ended up in triage and truly believe my baby had died. It was one of the most horrific experiences of my life and even thinking about it now makes me cry and feel sick.
I am so scared and worried, I feel like I'm just waiting for this baby to die despite the doctors saying there is no clinical reason to believe this is the case.
I'm not really sure what I'm expecting the outcome from emailing you to be, but I know I can't continue like this. It can not be good for my mental health to be living in terror like this and that in turn will not be good for my baby.
I know induction is not that far away but right now it feels like a life time.
I hope to hear from you soon
Kind Regards