hello everyone,
so ive decided to come back! as some of you have wrote very nice things and i thank you all so very much, im so glad that all of you think so likely of me it was real nice seeing those things
my hormones have indeed been alittle wacky lately and you know ive just been going threw some personal issues as well:-/
also i do know that their is 144bumps ,that not everyone is going to answer back at everything i post or that all of us are going to be super close but that wasnt the reason i had decided to go for some of you who may have thought that!.
you know like i said i think it was just more of my hormones and the things that i was going threw in my home life
but i know that you all have been very supportive and kind
i also think the intro was a good ideal but i also don't think id be able to remember everyone name lol but here my intro:
My name is Nikki 24yrs old Dh is Charles but we all call him Eddie as his middle name is Edward
he is 28yrs old but will be 29 this month we live in Baltimore Maryland.
We got married Sept 18, 2010 and it was the best day of my life
I have 1 DS Eric 5 and 4 stepkids Lil Eddie12 Jordan 10 Shawn 9 Cheyenne 7 they are the best kids ever
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Right now Dh is the only one that works as Im in school to become a medical assitance and i can not wait to get it all done and over with!!!!
Me & DH had been ttc for 2 + years and finally got our
11days after my ds 5th birthday it was the best gift ever and ummm thats about it
Ok so lemme update you guys on everything!!
so i went to the doctors today!!! YAY met one of the new doctors and was hoping she send me for a u/s! she did indeed give me the paper as i told her that this was my first prenatal visit because i dont go to the my dr until next week and well i just em scared something is wrong but me and dh just dont got the money with christmas shopping & bills ect to do a private scan but anyway i WILL NEVER GO SEE HER AGAIN!!! NEVER.
First off she delivers at one of the worst hospitals you could ever go to so that was a big NO!
2nd as soon as i made it to her office i had to throw up so the ladie at the desk when she ask me my info i told her i needed to us the rest room she thought it was to pee and took her time FINALLY I SPOKE UP and said i was gonna puke everywhere if i didnt get let in the back to use the restroom so she finally open the door and show me where it was and when i was about to shut the door she like grab it and kept telling me i needed to leave a smaple which i told her OK a million and one times but i had to PUKE FIRST! finally i got sick on the bathroom floor and she then got all mad and let me close the door ugh stupid stupid stupid LADIE!!!
3rd when i finally seen the doctor she had a midwife with her that she had just hirer and was showing the ropes but i dont like everyone being all up in my business so i ask if i could just see her and her only she was very RUDE about it and told me she wasnt gonna make her leave so i told her i didnt want to be exam then but like i said i just wanted her to send me for a u/s so i could make sure all was well!!!
anyways she gave me the paper for the u/s and as i was leaving another ladie at the desk was really rude to i just told her id call to make another appointment NOT!!!!!!!
GOOD NEWS i got a appointment for a scan on the 11th at 9am nice & early
i cant wait to make sure baby is all good and i surely hope everything is well and that baby is growing just fine:-/ geeze im so scared but gotta find out one way or another i just duno what im gonna do if something isnt right ugh?!?
im gonna try to maybe see if i can get in another place sooner and i really hope the teach i got isnt a MEANIE like the last one but im not going to the same place i went to before I WONT i JUST WONT!!
how is everyone else doing tho?!